Arranged Marriage - Kim Taehyung ff

-17-

When he is tired of your pregnancy cravings...

I look at the things on the shelf as I put a finger on my chin. 

"Mhh, you can take this home, you have a daughter right, she would love it," I say as the maid looks at me shocked. 

"But ma'am you love chocolates" I look at her angrily as she takes a step back. 

"No I love salty and spicy food," I say as I walk away. 

I open the packet of salted cheese nachos as I start eating them while having it. 

These past few months have been difficult. My body has been going through so many changes. Taehyung has been so busy these past few months, he hardly gets time to spend with me. 

Deep down I try to control my mood swings. I don't want to trouble Taehyung. 

But sometimes I can't, It just comes out. 

I just don't seem to have control over it. 

On top of that my recent visit to the doctor had been absolutely pathetic. 

He told me that this was just the beginning of the mood swings and cravings. 

Things would get worse because I was pregnant with twins. 

I try to sneak out a night to have little treats because I know waking up Taehyung would only lead to more problems. 

But I would really like it if he would try to spend some more time with me. 

I just miss him. 

I miss us. 

Hyun has been living with his grandparents for a week now and he won't be back for a month. 

I couldn't really help him with his homework and projects because of all the pain so my mom had to help him out. 

I had just started going to pregnancy yoga classes and as it was the first few classes my body was hurting more than usual. 

The door opens with a bang as I flinch. 

"Fucking idiots, who do they think they are" Taehyung murmurs as he throws his bag on the sofa. 

The bag falls down next to me as I flinch another time. 

He heads straight to his bedroom as I walk with my head down to the kitchen. 

"Could you please give me Tae's food, I'll take it upstairs" I say as the helper nods and hands me his food. 

I whine as my back hurts more as I walk upstairs to his room. 

"Hey Tae," I say happily as I try to ignore the immense pain in my back. 

I put the plate down as I sit next to him. 

"Can you please leave me alone?" He says as I nod. 

"Just eat-

"Y/N PLEASE FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONE GODDAMN SECOND OF THE DAY SINCE YOU HAVE MOVED IN, EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS A MESS," He says as he walks to the bathroom and bangs the door closed. 

My body shivers as I cry. 

I messed things up again, didn't I? 

My nosy ass couldn't shut up for a minute. 

I walk out of the room.

"I should leave," I say as walk out of the house. 

I just can't understand why am I like this. He just wanted space and I couldn't give him that.