Xiao Zhan Pov :
I have awoken and I felt a sharp pain over my forehead. My clothes were damped in a cold sweat and found those clothes were changed. The mattress under me was soft and comfy. I felt a slight pain on my left hand and found that IV fluid is connected to it. I looked around the room and tried to regain my conscious then I noticed it was the room of Yibo. The flashbacks of what happened before hit me back to the past and unconsciously called out his name.
"Yibo..!!"
"Zhan...!! Are you awake?? " I heard a familiar voice beside me and turn to that side to see the person.
I found Wen Zhu Liu standing next to me.
" Ge..!!.. .." I gave him a faint smile and tried to sit up, but immediately touched my forehead after having a sharp pain over it.
I usually dont called him 'Ge' because I am just 7 mnths younger than him.. And he didnt like me calling him older brother.
"Are you okay.." Wen Zhu Liu walked towards me and put his hand on my forehead. "Rest more Zhan.. You seems too unwell"
He put me back on bed and adjusted the pillow for me. He took out the thermometer from the drawer near the bed and put it inside my mouth to check the temperature.
"Zhan... how can you be so weak hm..?? You were not like this before.. Take care of yourself more okay.. You know I care for you.. right??"
I looked at him and nodded my head softly... as an agreement... because I know that he cares for me..
Wen Zhu Liu has always been my buddy. He has always been a caring brother.. a loving friend.. and a strict dad to me. If someone asked me the relation between us... its too difficult to explain in words.... Whenever I used to have problem with my brother... or friend or even the relation with Wang Yibo.. ,, he was the only person who used to listen to me with no complain. For telling the truth.. I dont know why but it was very easy for me to open up with him.. Of course, Wen Ning is my best friend and I really love him... but I couldnt share everything with him when it comes to Yibo.. because I know that he has a feeling for me and I dont want to hurt his feeling by talking about Yibo.. ..... .... And Jiang Chen.... has never shown any interest in my love life.. he has interest in nothing.. except............. ... .... ... ... Wen Ying..... ... .... ... ... ... At the end, unconsciously, Wen Zhu Liu became the one to whom I can open up my heart out easily.. .. And he has always been so supportive. And I really respect him.. and love him. I still remember when we were child. I often used to get bully by other children because of my background where I came from. But Wen Zhu Liu has always protect me from those children. Wen Qing also have been so protective toward me when I got bully but when she tried to protect me.. she usually got bully by them herself in return. But in case of Wen Zhu Liu, he was well build since childhood and everybody used to get scare of him. He used to protect both of us from everything. He was a caring and protective brother for us. We used to relly on him for everything. And he used to help us with no demands.
The thermometer alarm rings and I came back from the flashback. He took out the thermometer from my mouth and checked the temperature. Checking the temperature he told me to rest more. " Thank god.. your temperature was finally dropping.. You know what Zhan, you were lying here unconcious for more that 12 hrs. Doctor came here to visit you and gave a shot. We were so worried for you.. so please take a good care of yourself Zhan..
Are you hungry?
Do you want me to bring something for you to eat?.. Wait.. I'll bring congee for you... "I grabbed Wen Zhu Liu's hand when he started to walk away, looked in his eyes and said, " Wen Zhu Liu..!! Thank you for everything.."
Wen Zhu Liu looked at me back and gave a soft smile... and touch over my hand. " Of course I care for you.. Zhan. You are my brother.. ."
I started.. " I know that... after the incident with..... Wen Qing.. you may not like to talk to me or look at me.. but..
.... but..... "There was a silence for a moment. I felt my eyes were wet with tears. I couldnt complete my sentence. I know that how much he loved and cared for Wen Qing like his own sister. He has been so protective of us since the childhood.. and I have been accused for her murder... which is of course not truth.. but I have no proof for my innocence..
"But... I really missed you... ... I.... really missed you... I do.... "
All of sudden, Wen Zhu Lie kneel down and enlocked me in his warm arms..
I hugged him back tightly. " Ge..! I missed you each and every day .. I missed when I was bored.. wanted to talk with you.. wanted to see your face.. I missed you when I was hungry.. I missed you when I was sad.. .. I missed you when I was bullied... and humiliated.. You were always there to protect me.. Ge.. You were always there to protect me when I was in trouble.. "
I couldn't hold back my tears when he hugged me. I was sobbing hard and hugged him more tightly. I wanted to tell him how much I have been missing him but I couldnt find the words at the moment.
"Zhan I am sorry..!" I can feel the wetness on my shoulder. Is he crying!!??
"Its okay Wen Zhu Liu... Its not your fault.. The person who is on fault is me.. I should apologize to you for ruining everything... I am sorry.. " I dont care if he believes me or not.. I couldnot get angry on him if he does not believe me.. and trust me. I dont want to try to proof my innocence anymore.. I just wanted to live in peace.. I just wanted to see smile and happiness of the people I love and care. I just wanted to be near to the people I love.
I dont want to talk about Wen Qing.. or how innocence I am.. I dont want to talk about the humiliations and situations that I have gone through in jail... or outside .. I really dont want to talk about the past. I really dont want.. trust me.. I just want to be with the person I love and care... I just wanted to hold him and apologize and tell him how much I have been missing him.. Thats it, I wanted... Nothing more..
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Fiksi PenggemarXiao Zhan said, " If you want to kill me..go ahead. I will be happy to die with your hand, Wang Yibo." With a smile Xiao zhan closed his eyes. *Bang 💥 🔫 *