1:17
1:18
1:19
The numbers blur together in a flash of white and black. Strange, he whispered to the phantoms. I don't recall blinking. His thoughts finished for his raspy vocals.
Am I crying? Is it tears clouding my mind?
Mind. No thats not the right word.
Is it tears clouding my eyes?
I think, I am tired. His fingers felt numb. So, did his shoulder.
Roll over. No. Move.
Move?
Where should I go?
Move!!!
"You can't run, Katsuki." The soft brush of his hair, his body curled into his mother's lap. "Don't hide from your problems."
"But my problems, are chasing me," He wants to say, but his lips won't move. His mind won't let him.
"Katsuki, hunny-"
The door swings open. He is running at me. His hand is over my mouth!
Mom. Help me. I can't breathe.
It's all blurry.
"Go to bed, Katsuki."
I don't want to mom. He'll meet me in my dreams.
I'll chase him away.
Close your eyes.
"It's okay, kacchan! Sometimes parents fight!! Mommy fights with daddy all the time. Daddy says that to love, you have to talk."
Oh. Who is that?
Warmth.
He is warm. Come here, sun. I want to curl up, in you. Can I become you?
"You! Why would I ever want to be you?? If I was you, D E K U... Ha! I would kill myself!!"
No, he whines.
Don't leave me, sun. Come back. I am sorry. Sorry. So sorry.
It's cold.
It's okay, Katsuki.
Curl up in the bed.
Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.
I want to die.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't myself. I'm jealous of those who don't know me.
"Katsuki! Open the fucking door!!!! I am going to kill you."
What...
Who...
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I can't breath. Why is he here. He isn't dead? Why.
My throat. Fuck. Breath. Inhale idiot. INHALE.
.
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...
I can't. I can't. I can't do this. I can't breathe, I can't catch up. I act so tough. I pretend I'm better. But I am so far behind. Deku, god, izuku may have been stuck in the quicksand but at least he was somewhere. I was lost. I AM lost.
I'm wandering through space destroying every planet I can. Because, it's the only thing I can control.
Damn. My head hurts. My chest hurts.
I can't breathe.
...
Blackness.
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Where's My Happy Ending (Sad Bakugo)
FanfictionYears would pass without the knowledge of who Katsuki Bakugo was. His story untold. The real one. The facade of anger and pride was just that. A facade. A face he would put on to impress society. To try and please his parents. Relieve the pressure...
