Where's My Happy Ending (Sad Bakugo)

Chapter 25

So, what if it was total bullshit.... Katsuki would need to say it eventually. And eventually for him would probably mean on his death bed.

Toga had just given him a little nudge. He started wide eye at me, "W-what?" Toga dramatically sighed, resisting the urge to laugh. "I already explained it. Go. Confess. To. Your. Crush."

He blinked.

She blinked.

He blinked.

Izu coughed.

He glared at Izuku, for reasons beyond the coughing.

"No." Oh, the urge to punch him. "Kat. You are going to die either way. At least this way you are in control. You need control in your life. So, tick tock. Do you need a phone??? Or do you need me to just step out of the very room your crush is in." Toga smirked, ignoring his gaping eyes.

"I- Himiko. What the fuck!" He growled. He glanced at Izuku worriedly.

"Chillax, he is too slow to realize I'm talking about him." Toga rolled her head to the side and shrugged. A simple, "huh?" Was heard before Toga flipped the boys off and ran out of the room, avoiding the "unexplainable" awkwardness radiating off the two's bones.

 As she slammed the door shut, she slid down the wooden piece. Curling her head to her knees. For the first time, in a long while, she sat there and prayed. Begging to the god that has always hated her, let this go alright for her younger brother.

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Absolutely not. No. No. Not happening.

I don't have a crush. Or feelings for that matter. I am utterly feelingless.

So, I definitely am not terrified right now. Or furious. I am most definitely not blushing or repressing the urges to cry. Me cry???? Never done that ever. In my life.... Ever.

 Yeahhhhhhhh, that guy who cried like a baby in the previous chapters. Heh. Not me. I am not here. I'm dead actually. Oh my God I'm going to kill Himiko-"-SUKI!" A rough hand was placed on my shoulder. Izuku rocked me gently, trying to shake me out of my thoughts.

All I could do was blink. The world seemed an awful blurry.

Then I felt rain sliding down my face.... Yeah rain. Let's call it that.

Izuku's face softened. "You don't have to do this... We can find another way." His stupid freckles look softer in this shitty lighting. His eyes that always shine so brightly, damaging my eyes. Blinding me. Some days that light is the reason, I am alive. Others, it's the reason jealousy and rage fill my meat suit. To be him or be with him. Right now, all I wanted to do is look away. But I couldn't. Because if I could pick how I would want to die, it would be looking at this man.

My heart was pounding. My hands coating in my sweat. I couldn't stop shaking. "Kacchan..." He brought his large hands to my face. Cupping around my face, he brushed the te-rain out of my eyes. I didn't even know why I was raining (crying...)

Maybe it's because I'm going to die.

Or because I have to tell this stupid idiot I'm in love with him. Or because he is really really really fucking beautiful, and how could he ever like me.

It rained harder. I wanted to fall into him. To let my world be fixed by his hands. I want him to protect me. I know... Very romantic of me.

I met his eyes. Fire meeting the forest. I gulped. Before I could say anything, I was pulled into a hug. Izuku wrapped one arm around my shoulder. The other wrapped out my neck. His hand curled to my forehead. He softly petted my hair. His head rested over mine.