LSD

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two chapters in one day.... How are we liking it?💗

a loud irritating noise that shook my room awoke me, my eyes blinded by the lights shinning through my room.

reminding me I need to buy curtains, this place really was a fixer upper, remembering I'm living on top of a laundry mat and it was, I put my glasses on I wear usually in the mornings, it doesn't fix my almost blinded eye only gives me a little more focus.

it was 7:58 am, maybe it was actually a good thing about these old rusty laundry's they go off around 8am and I have to be at my classes by 10:30, they give me enough time to get ready.

i swung my big blanket off my legs, smiling at my hello kitty pj pants, when I turned picking up my phone.

58 messages from liv 💗
24 messages from pa 💝🤙
101 missed calls from cousin 😡

my eyes widen, then I remember events from yesterday.

when my phone interrupts my day dreaming of Timothèe chalamets lips on my forehead.

Cousin calling 😡😡

I pick it up immediately.
"FUCKING HELL VI FINALLY!"
i wince pulling the phone away from my ear.
"SORRY ITS ONLY 8 AM!"
i yell equally as loud.

"okay, okay, stop yelling it's late here."
she calms herself and I chuckle.
"so... what's up?"
i ask.
"oh, let me think, hang on let me really think, this might take me a while hang on... YOU DROVE WITH TIMOTHÈE CHALAMET AND HE KISSED YOU ON THE FOREHEAD AND HE CALLED YOU BEAUTIFUL AND YOU TOLD ME THEN WENT TO BED?!! LEAVING ME THIRSTY FOR DETAILS!!"
my eyes widen remembering when I got back I was so star struck I texted everyone then passed out on my bed of exhaustion from walking all bloody day.

"yeah, that happened.... AND IT WAS CRAZY DUDE! Man my heart was pounding out of my chest, and I was like dying of embarrassment because I fell like twice and was apologising like all the time-"
i rant.
"holy shit, this is literally ridiculous, you know I got that message at 8am, and I read over it 65 times until I actually believed you, then I watched lady bird again, and fell in love with him again!"
she yelled.

"holy shit, and he said 'see you around.' Does that mean we'll see each other again? Like what the fuck!"
i say.
"you definitely will, he loves you I can tell."
she says.

i plant my hand over my forehead.
"no that's crazy, he was probably just a little drunk or something."
i say.
"are you kidding me vi, he kissed you on the forehead! That's like so fucking cute!"
she said.

i jumped back on my bed replaying it over and over until my cheeks warmed and all I really wanted to do was sing, what the hell was wrong with me.
"listen I've got to go, and get ready, and call back my dad and mother, love you, talk soon."
i said.
"bitch, if you see him again do tell all details, and I love you too, bye vi."
she said.
"bye bye cous."
i hang up taking a deep breath in.

opening Instagram I punch in Timothèe chalamet, I followed his account, looking through some of his pictures.

when I realised how pointless this was, deciding to actually get ready for the day.

i put my hair in a plate, jumping into some leather pants and a small cropped top with a jacket over it, I pulled two strands out of my plate, putting on a necklace and spraying some perfume trying to cover up the fact I hadn't showered, but to be honest I really couldn't be fucked.

i packed a bag grabbing my phone keys wallet, pepper spray and my other essentials, I made my bed and lit an incense.

opening a window to let a cold breeze in. i ended up calling my dad and told him everything, leaving out the kiss on the forehead, but he was beyond surprised.