Feeling Sick

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*WARNING* Extreme depression anxiety and worries if you feel this may trigger you please ski[p as I would rather no one feel bad by any type of panic or anxiety attacks.But if your curious I will not stop you just please be prepared, with that said......or typed I guess lets get into it...












I take a deep breath while I feel like  someone is  squishing my stomach tight.My eyes sting from the start of yes more tears that are unshed. I can feel the shakes those familiar ones wanting out that I swallow down heavily. I've did it again,sighs AGAIN.....Why can't I figure this out something is wrong and yes I went and talked to a doctor about getting help.Cause there's something going untreated. I have anxiety Hi! I also have depression Hi! oh and aspersers Hi! Yes hi cause this is who I am and usually I am in more control but slowly ive been drawing under my feelings.I have a lot of supporytive people but I'm dragging thenm under too...I don't even deserve the people in my life yes I put up with all the overwhelminess of all these 3 things.....But so do the people who are doing their best to be there for me and I feel all i'm doing is weighing them down or hurting them.I wish I knew what was going on cause something just seems off and...I've no idea where to start.I wrote this book for one of two reasons


1.A good friend of mine gave me the idea Rostarbucks.She wanted some where I could feel safe and see others relate.

2.To help anyone who feels alone realize they aren't alone there's people going through the same thing and that I want my readers all to know they are so much stronger than they think. Especially going through struggles Physically, mentally or emotionally.


Stay safe everyone its been a weird few years but we got this.

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