chapter 7: why do i feel this way

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Padme POV:

i run down the streets navigating my way towards the kenobi residence. i spot the brothers ahead of me as i make my way closer to them. they turn their heads in my direction, probably because of my loud panting. "you good padme." "yes, um obi wan could i have a word with anakin. ALONE." obi wan nods in response and continues on his path. "so ahsoka told me something today." "what did ahsoka tell you." "well she said you had a crush on me." his face pales. "yes i do, god ahsoka is so dead." he says, given up and defeated. "good." i lean forward and plant a kiss on his cheek. "dinner at 7:00 tomorrow sound good." he nods but his eyes tell me he's in shock. i then turn around and walk away.

Ahsoka POV:

wow that was a good movie, all the action and adventure but the romance not for me. throwing myself onto the bed i think back to lux. his hair, his smile and his kindness. but when he called me "soka", i felt something i have never felt before, it was warm and fuzzy.my cheeks began to heat up and all i could see was him just him. maybe I'm sick, yeah yeah that's it. I'll call bariss she will know what's wrong with me. i dial in the number, the annoying dial tone echoes off the walls of my room. "ahsoka, how are you." i hear the calm and present voice of bariss offee. "bariss hey, um question what kind of illness has the symptoms: tingling feeling in the chest and warm cheeks and chest?" " from what i know ahsoka no illness has these symptoms, (i did not fact check this so if you do feel this check it out.) though from what romance novels i have read..." uuugggghhh that word, romance, why does it exist other than to torture me. "ahsoka are you listening to me." "oh no sorry, what were you saying." "ahsoka, i was saying that from what i can tell you are IN LOVE.


it has been an hour since bariss hung up and i was left to ponder whether or not i had a crush on Lux Bonteri. i mean he's kind and kinda attractive. ok very attractive. dang it i am in love, I'm a lovesick puppy. then i realize lux probably doesn't like me back like that, i have no shot at love. ok ok, I'll just act normal and hope that i never feel like this again. but I'd still rather be in a relationship with him. I'd still rather be loved by him. no no no what i want is to not be in love. right?           


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