SERENDIPITY

KTH P9 - COMFORT

Y/N P.O.V
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It was a saturday evening, I was just going through different channels on TV. Every channel was showing ads. After two three minutes, I switched off the TV and started browsing on my phone. I got a text from Taehyung saying he was going to be late. Have your dinner. I replied him Ok*. I was kind of sad because I was looking forward to talk to him today.
I had my dinner, I was about to play a music video when the door bell rang. I got up to open the door. I knew it was Taehyung. I was very excited to talk to him as he wasn't home all day. I opened the door with the biggest smile but my smile faded away seeing his state. He had his usual cold face. I knew something was wrong. He always gave me his signature boxy smile whenever he came home. He entered inside the house and went straight towards his room. I was confused/worried. He never acted like this before. I froze for a minute. I didn't know what to do. An idea popped in my mind. He loved icecream. I went into the kitchen opened the fridge, removed the icecream. I scooped some ice-cream into a cup. While I was scooping, I heard two thuds. He went to shower. I covered the ice cream cup and put in into the fridge because it would have melted till he comes out. After 5-10 minutes, Taehyung came and sat on the sofa. I went to sit beside him.

Y/N:
Hey Is everything okay Taehyung?

He didn't say anything.

Y/N:
Taehyung. Talk to me.
You know you can tell me anything right?

Taehyung:
It's nothing Y/N.

Y/N:
But--

Taehyung:
It's nothing.

I asked him multiple times but he didn't say a word. To be honest I was disappointed. I really thought we ever close enough to share stuff. Maybe he doesn't trust me or something. I felt dejected. I got up and looked at him.

Y/N:
Okay then Good night.

Taehyung opened his mouth to say something but he stopped. I just left to my room. I hopped on the bed. I tried distracting myself from what just happened but I couldn't. The scene kept rolling on repeat in my mind.
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Taehyung P.O.V
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I had the worse day of my life. I couldn't get anything done today. I was actually looking forward to spend some time with Y/N but all I could think was how today went. Reaching home, I didn't even greet Y/N. I just went straight to my room and then took a bath. After doing so, I came out and sat on the sofa. Y/N kept asking me but I didnt tell her. She just went to her bedroom. I knew she was upset. I went to room to calm myself down. I snuggled Yeontan but I couldn't sleep. The thoughts kept replying in my mind. I had to talk to Y/N. I wanted to talk to her. I got off the bed and stood in front of her door. I knocked it lightly.
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Y/N P.O.V
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I couldn't sleep. I tried everything but I couldn't distract myself from Taehyung. I really wondered what happened to him. I heard a light knock on my door. I knew it was Taehyung. I sat on my bed.

Y/N:
Come in.

Taehyung came in and leaned against the wall. His head hung low. I patted on the bed signaling him to sit on it. He looked confused. He hesitated at first but he sat on this edge of the bed. I let him talk first.

Taehyung:
I cannot sleep.

I looked at him. I knew what I had to do. I just removed one pillow from the cupboard and gave him. He was so confused at my behaviour.

Y/N:
Sleep.

I knew he wanted to tell me but he was hesitating. I wanted to make him feel comfortable. I adjusted my pillow and rested my head on it. Taehyung looked at me and did the same. There was a enough distance between us. I was sleeping on my left side facing him. He was just staring at the ceiling. I turned around and switched off the lights. I could see his chest going up and down. He was breathing heavily. He took a deep breath.

Taehyung:
I had a terrible day today.

I nodded my head, signalling to tell me further.

Taehyung:
I couldn't get the choreography. Everyone quickly learned it but I couldn't. I tried my best but still I did mistakes after mistakes.

I could feel how much he was holding in. His hand was resting on the bed. I hesitantly placed my hand on his and squeezed it. He continued further.

Taehyung:
I felt like I was disappointing everyone. My hyungs were trying to cheer me up but I felt nothing but a burden to them.

I knew how much his hyungs meant to him. I couldnt see him in this state. Tears formed in my eyes. Its been 7-8 months since I became their co-producer. I knew the bond they had with each other. Even if they weren't related by blood, they would still die for each other. I knew what I would do further would cross the line but I didn't give a fuck. I wasn't only his producer but also his roommate.
I grabbed his hand with my right hand and moved it over my head. I scooted closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder. I moved my right arm over his torso and gently hugged him. I could feel his body stiffened for a second but he immediately put his hand on my right shoulder and gently pulled it closer.

Y/N:
It's okay! I am here for you. Just let it out Taehyung. Cry it out.
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Taehyung P.O.V
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I told her what was bothering me. I was surprised when she squeezed my hand. I felt good. I continued telling her about my day. I got so emotional telling her. I was this close to just crying it out but I held it in. Y/N just randomly moved my hand over her head. For a second I got confused. What she did shocked me to core. She came closer to me and hugged me. At first my body stiffened, out of reflex but I immediately held her shoulder and pulled her closer. I wanted his. I never knew I needed his until she did it. She comforted me by telling me to cry it out. I tried my best to control but I couldn't.
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Y/N P.O.V
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I just told Taehyung to cry it out. This is what I usually do for myself. I just cry it out instead of holding it in. I felt Taehyung's head move. I think he looked at my side. Taehyung pushed my right hand away from him. I thought he wasn't comfortable but instead he turned around, grabbed my left hand, pushed it over his head. He comfortably rested his head on my left shoulder and snuggled closer to me. He leaned his head into the crook of my neck and he pulled me closer by his right hand. I didn't even waste a single second and pulled him closer. I could feel his hot breath on my neck. His nose was brushing my collar bone. After few seconds, I felt his tears on my skin. I knew he was crying silently. I started brushing his hair with my fingers. I could hear his light sniffles. I gently stroked his cheek. This was the first time we got physically close to each other. It felt right. I never thought I would hug him judging our first day with each other. I was glad that Taehyung was in my life. I will forever cherish this moment. We slowly drifted into our dreamlands.