alivias pov
i was sitting in my bed room watching the vampire diaries when my 9pm alarm went off, it was the last euphoria sunday. i turned my alarm off and quickly put euphoria on my tv.
about 20 minutes into the show ashtray stabs dude and boom the whole episode for me is ruined. i know Javons not like that trust me and i know ashtray was protecting fez but seeing my boyfriend do something like that no matter how fake it is it makes my stomach turn. the episode was about 30 minutes in when the cops showed up, ash was in the bath tub with guns surrounding him. he starts shooting and fez falls to the floor "don't shoot him he's just a kid. don't shoot. please. he's just a kid." my heart broke into pieces poor fez. ash should have listen, im gonna whoop Javons ass for this later. the shooting finally stoped and the man walks up to the bathroom door opening it "he's down" the man says before ash stands up and shoots him. slowly a red dot travels up his body leading to his head. boom scene over. balling my eyes out i hit Javons contact.
he answered "baby i need a hug" i cried
"you watched the episode" he laughed
"von it's not funny that was so sad" i continued crying
"i know liv" he sighed and laughed "im on my way baby" he spoke hanging up
i turned my tv off and continued to cry
Javon always pretended to act like ashtray and i think that's why it makes me sad because eventually he's gonna stop doing that. he's gonna forget about it and it's so funny and cute and oh my god more tears.
i heard a knock on my front door i walked down the stairs and opened the door "baby" i said hugging him. he rubbed my back trying to help me calm down
"liv it's okay he's just a character you still have me i promise" he said instantly making me feel a bit better
i smiled at him "im not really that upset about it i just don't want you to forget about him, you always cheer me up when you act like him and your gonna forget about it" i looked him in the eyes
"i'll never forget about him i just wanted to focus more on boxing livi" he hugged me once more
"i know im so proud of you von" i smiled at him
"let's go upstairs and go to bed" he said walking inside pulling me in with him
we got upstairs and i set my head on his chests drawing circles around his stomach "i love you Javon" i said looking up at him
"i love you to liv" he kissed my forehead "but i've got a question"
"and i've got an answer" i moved my head to look at him
"who's hotter me or ashtray" he laid his head on top of mine
"hmm you obviously" i said closing my eyes hoping he'd let me sleep
"that's a surprise i thought you'd say ashtray" he rubbed my shoulder
"well he's hot too but if i had to choose between you and him id choose you every single time" i kissed his chest
"me and you baby, just me and you" i smiled hearing those words come out of my boyfriends mouth, it made the whole world make sense. i loved him, everyday i spent with him was like a new episode of euphoria, except my euphoria wasn't caused by drugs. my euphoria came from the warmth of a person, a person that i couldn't live without. i could live without ashtray, but Javon. if i lost him id lose myself, my sense of reality. i needed him, and he needed me.
authors note
it's short but i love it i know it's cringy but it's so sweet.
