Desirae POV

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Shit been hectic asf these past couple of days its like a niggah can't ever catch a break . Rayven ass been on some good bullshit every since Nique showed up with me to pick Ari up the other day . " So you just got my baby around this bitch playing house " and all kinda other nutty ass shit she been texting me nonstop . I just silenced her notifications and kept it moving she can argue by herself .Ari familiar with Nique and I'll never have her in harms way or around somebody I don't trust . And last I checked I'm the one carried her luh ass for nine months , paid for the donor and whole procedures so ion get why she tripping I don't trip at all when Ari around Rayven goof ass girlfriend Que but fuck that . On top of dealing with Rayven nutty ass one of my plugs got jammed up with the laws so that's leaving me and Domo tryna find a connect on the pills . It's hard as fuck to find a new one cause old plug was giving us a hella good deal . Muhfxckas be tryna tax on the prescriptions I don't gaf how much money I got just ain't spending what they asking . Domo found a connect down in North Carolina so we supposed to swing down that way this weekend to see what they talking bout . I don't know how tf ima explain to Nique ass I gotta step away for the weekend without her asking 21 questions . I swear that's my baby but she be on some inspector Gadget type shit sometimes but that's my baby and ima stick beside her . Right now me and Domo at my homeboy Bigg tattoo shop to finish getting my leg piece done , it's a pocket watch with the link chain and the hands on the clock being the time Ari was born with clouds surrounded by it . Just something to add to my collection of ink pretty soon I ain't gone have no more room left on my body for nun else . " Aye Mann we gone be lit asf tonight , I already know them bitches gone be out tonight " Domo said hype as fuck . My niggah Trigga was having his birthday party at Luxe tonight and already know he was bringing the city out . Me and Domo and Trigga (Tramel) been click tight since second grade so it's only right I show my dude some love . " I don't know bout the bitches part but we definitely hella lit for my man's tonight , you already know " I said back . Ahhh man , let me find out Nique got you trained Domo said . " Mannn who ? , she ain't got shit trained I just got respect fa my lady and know them bitches in the streets ain't worth half of what I got at home ,feel me ? " yeah iight , I feel you Domo said nodding . " Man what , I'd rather have one solid legit woman all about and for me rather than dealing with 5-6 hoes that ain't bout shit but bundles a gram of loud and a good fuck " Bigg chimed in wiping down my leg finishing up my piece . " Exactlyyyy , niggah right here need to take some lessons before Tana fuck his ass up " I said nodding at Domo . " Mannnn chill , I just do what I do ion love these bitches , I love my bitch she just be with the arguing shit and nagging me bout marriage and kids and shit and I love her ass to death and of course I want that but I'm not ready for that right now hell Ari as already bad as fuck but the thought of being responsible for another little person that shit scare me bruh " Domo said looking vulnerable as shit . " I feel you but talk to ya lady man you out here with all these different bitches gone fuck around and have you lose ya good thing man , all it takes is communication you never know she might understand " Bigg said . " Okayyy Uncle Phil ass niggah Domo joked , " but I got you ima talk to her " ... Bigg handed me a mirror so I can see the finished tat . " Oh yeah this shit hit , how much I owe you my guy " I said admiring my new tat piece . " You kno I got you and it's 240 . " Say less , I said handing Bigg 4 hundred dollar bills ,"keep the change that's for fucking with me and squeezing me in last minute " Preciate it man , Bigg said dapping me up . " No doubt , but I'm bout to head out and grab me sumn to eat and head to mall to find me a fit to go with these 1s I just got . I said my goodbyes and hopped in my Candy apple red Chrysler for today . Domo ended up meeting me at the mall . Get there and shit is stupid packeddd . I copped Ari and Jaylen some shoes and a couple polo outfits and myself a couple polo shirts and polo tees . Ended up stopping in the store to get bae this damn telfar bag she been talking bout for weeks and couple outfits and charms to go on her pandora bracelet . It's like her spidey senses was tingling or sum shit cause soon as the lady handed me my receipt and card back she FaceTimed me . " Wydn baby , I miss you ". " oh yeah ? , how much you miss me " I smirked and said . " I miss you a lot , feel like I haven't seen or talked to you in forever she said pouting " You cap asf bae just saw you last night and we just talked on your last break before you got off " I know but still anyways wydn " she said playfully rolling her eyes . " umm nun just left the tat shop at the mall now getting the kids some luh stuff and tryna find me sumn to wear tonight " I said . " What you mean sumn to wear tonight , where you going  ? " Nique questioned with attitude. " yeah , Trigga birthday party at Luxe tonight and then I gotta slide to North Carolina with Domo tomorrow afternoon " I said . Here we go already knowing her ass bout to trip out and do the most . " Wow okay , so when was you gone tell me and tf you mean North Carolina what you got going on Desirae " Bruh chill , I thought I told you " I said knowing damn well I didn't . " Yeah I bet , but's it's funny asf how you can make time for everybody else but me and im your damn girlfriend " she said full of attitude . " Baby chill it ain't even like that I got you , I promise " . " Whatever Desirae its cool . single people do single shit and you acting real fucking single right now but enjoy your weekend bye ! " she said hanging up in my face . "Tf ?! " I said out loud making Domo laugh . " Mannn dawg she just raw"d yo ass out and then hung up in ya face " Domo said overly weak laughing . " Mannn shut yo ass up niggah , let's go get sumn to eat I'm hungry as a bitch " . We ended up stopping at the luh Chinese spot at the mall and sitting down to eat . Let me see what this crazy ass girl got going on . I called Nique back twice and she ain't answer . I hop on Facebook she done made a post " People make time for who and what they wanna make time for , single asf 🙄" See yeah she gone make me fuck her up so shit since she wanna be funny I hahad the shit and commented "Single?  , yeah iight I'm otw and you bout to touch every wall in that apartment stink❤️". I'm like fuck this texting shit so I called her " Man what you got going on Nique " " I don't have nun going on Desirae , what do you want " yeah iight , wya ? " I'm at home Desire , wassup " she said full of attitude . " iight bet , I'm bout to leave the mall what you want to eat " I asked her grabbing my bags . " Nothing I'm good , you enjoy your weekend and ima enjoy mine "she said hanging up again . I ended up stopping by chic fil a grabbing her a Cobb salad with grilled chicken and avocado ranch sauce . " ima catch you later tonight Domo let me go pull up on this crazy ass girl before she make me fuck her up " I told domo dapping her up before starting up my car . I sparked up a blizzy and turned on Super Gremlin headed to Nique house . yeah Nique and this attitude bout to blow tf outta me .   Finally ended up making it to Nique house . " let me call this girl , I sighed and said out loud to myself "  "What Desirae " Nique answered the phone with attitude . " Man chill wit allat I'm outside open the door " I said . Beep . Was all i heard looking at my phone cause I know this girl ain't just hang up on me again , I swear this girl gone piss me off .

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