Emily
I communicating with friends.
It wasn't the talking part I minded, I didn't mind taking to people.
I just didn't like having to trust multiple people and worry if I was important to them or not. Plus, making them understand what I was trying to say was almost impossible.
Just because I was in a large friend group didn't mean that I wanted to talk with everyone at once.
It was much easier to be with less people when trying to have a conversation. You could tell if they were enjoying talking to you or not or if they understood you.
I was sitting at lunch with my friends when thinking about how hard friends are when you want to know if they understood you.
Changing the topic is my head I realized That only 3 days had passed since I had ran into the girl.
I was slightly embarrassed and swore, it was just tendency of mine to swear when I run into something, or in this case someone.
It didn't happen often just enough to make me realize I really should look up when I walked.
The girl was nice and gave me directions. But since then I haven't seen her.
"Hey Emily!" Mia called out ruining my train of thought.
I almost dropped my fork as I jumped I bit in my seat startled.
" Yes?" I asked trying to look calm and not as if I was just startled.
"We're going to the park tomorrow, wanna join us?" She asked me.
Well I didn't have any plans this weekend so sure.
"Yeah, I would love to." I told her before looking back at my salad.
When people asked me questions or my opinion I felt as if I was valued. But no one was constantly asking questions.
As soon as I finished my lunch I listened to my friends conversations.
I walk over to the stairs to pause and pull out my planer.
I was pretty sure that I had ELA next but I checked just to make sure.
I did have ELA as my next class and as I made my way up the stairs I remembered that today we would be picking new seats.
I entered the classroom right before the second bell rings. I was late only because l realized I had dropped my planer and I had to go back for it.
I walked in and my teacher told me that I could sit anywhere.
I didn't really pay any attention as I picked a seat that was behind my old one because the seat I had originally was taken.
I liked everyone in my ELA class so I never had to worry about who I sat by.
Class started and I opened up my bad to put away my planer and pull out my ELA notebook.
I also took out a pencil before closing my bag,
Most of the class went by and I had taken a few notes when I heard a pencil fall beside me.
I reached down to pick it up only to end up face to face with the girl I had ran into earlier, both of us reaching for the pecil.
I leaned down more so I could grab the pencil and handed it over looking away quickly.
"Thank you." Was her only response.
I wanted to say it was nothing but I couldn't form the words.
What was wrong with me?
Authors notes
Another update!
I posted this a bit earlier than I had planed. (hope thats okay)
Thank you for reading it so far! I am enjoying writing this a lot!
I am going to be focusing more on soccer in the next part in Graces POV.
I need to freshen up my knowledge on soccer (I haven't played in years).
Next update will be coming next week I hope.
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P.S. I like Mia, she's great!
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RomanceEmily is scared of people, everyone besides her best friend, from conversations to just being with them. To cope she lives in a world of own, an empty place where she can hide from parents to expectations. That is before she meets Grace. But Grace h...