Somewhere Inbetween

Days To Come

So allow me to take the time to fill yall in...
My name is Bella Lockwood ... My Family, omg my family, is on the top side of everything. My Father (Ronald) helps others as in Bands and Pack's.. we travel alot due to my dads packs and we'll my twin brothers...

(Scott and Tristan) They have became age and adapting their form, so he spends alot of his time with them.
Me I'm an out cast. (So it feels) I was born with a distinctive birth mark mum n dad know about it, but it has never worried me none the less.
I'm always told "when U ready my dear child you will have all the answers U need"...

Dad is a wolf found his mate my Wonderful amazing mum (Ariella) when they where teens and been together ever since.
They are so inlove but we have all learnt that their love is what gives us hope, for all of us...

So our dad moved us all to Capeside...
As pic above.
He told us
'this is where we spend most of our years...
And of course it's the biggest house loads of security and no time to scratch ur a.. so to speak without anyone noticing.

Every room is big beyond words. Not that I mind every house we have lived in is all like this but this one house is different it feels different it leads to a perfect landscape, which I love and it also feels like home, not just any home but our forever home.

Although I have my own wonderful paradise. I'll share it with U later on.
It's seperate from the rest of the house it feels as tho dad really stepped up for me this time round. I'm not the best liked person, but due to my past I've gain alot.

I can start to feel I'm not going to be very liked at school, I push boundaries, push people toes, but truly School worries me the most although it's not the work, I bring in good grades, I have have a 4.0 GPA average but I just can't seem to hold friends.

Although our life is a secret we tend to not tell people about who we really are so cause of this secret is why I can't hold friends. Most feel as though I hold alot back but it's for their own good in the long run, but I'll always keep people safe and always have their back.

As for my love life I'm gay I came out to parents about it n they have fully respected me and love me endlessly... so I keep to myself most of the time and im a bit of a rebel... Trying to get over the last if that will ever happen.

I have a tendency of scaring people away, not intension, but I guess it's the vibe I give off.
I love to run, I love basketball my brother's play football and we'll our eldest sister Teisha she is a dancer.

She gets it from our mum but we don't hold it against her. She is in a dance academy University in Florida so we hardly get to see her or spend time with her only in the Holliday's it's what I look to the most. At the end of the year my brother's are off to a football college they hope and me I'm in year 10.

I don't mind at all. Being the youngest has some advantages, I did say some.

I'm currently in my room of my wonderful appartment that is based on our land at the far left to our property. I was laying down sprawled out in my bed I don't know when I fell asleep think I must have been listening to the rain fall out side.

************Dreaming**************

Next thing I know my phone is ringing I answered...

Haylee U okay, where r U, people are out searching for U please tell me where U r...

Babi I'm unsure, I'm scared, it's dark, I don't know how much time I have I kept my phone outta sight, all I know is I need u...

Everytime we close to finding U, others move U to a new location, I swear when I find them, I'll kill em I'll kill em all, have they hurt U...

Babi please settle and listen, I think I'm in old where house, it could be in the middle of nowhere land tho I hear alot of cars I'm not sure how close, they are, alot bars on the windows I can't brake free,

Haylee I know where U r, hang tight I'm on my way I'll get the guys together and we will find U I'm coming babi I love...
Call ended.

Just like that I jumped up picked up my biker jacket rushed out my door I was running down stairs mum dad n my brother's were talking in the kitchen,

Mum looked up seen me and said honey where r U off to... I'm sorry we have no leads dad is trying so hard U know if their was something I could do to help

Mum... I cut her off, mum she rang I think I know where she is I'm going to grub my bike dad let the others know I'm heading to the city they should be able to pick up my sent from their.

Mum don't worry I'm going to bring her home.

Be safe darling was the last words I heard when I walked out the door,
I was shaking hard no sure of what I would do when I found her. My stomach was in a knot, my head was hurting like hell due to all the worry it had been two weeks of worry,

Worrying if I'd ever find her dead or alive, I was unsure,
I kick started my bike, the revs I could feel everything running through my veins, I dug deep pushed everything aside and all I could say was... I'm coming babi I'm coming...

***********End OfDream**********

Just like that I woke to the sound of my alarm I shut it down sweat everywhere it was six in the morning got up went straight for a shower and in attempt to wash away the thoughts of my mizrable nightmare... (It gets worse).

I get dressed in a Calvin Klein workout gear I head down to our home gym I come here alot helps with my anger and frustrations but basically now I'm working to push out the dream (nightmare) I just conquered...

I'm punching the bag like no tomorrow weaving in n out mixing it up with feet combinations going back to punching and then before I know it it goes flying off the hook sand leaking from it...
I hadn't noticed dad standing there, before I can say anything at all he says

Honey wat did that bag ever do to U (laughing a little which meant that he was joking which is good) tho Im loving Ur form and I'm hoping this all is coming from a good place, I don't need u to being mixed up. I know U have had some toughed times...

I cut in saying dad it's okay, I just had a dream I working through it that's all I didn't want to take it out on any one so I thought I come here and work it out.

Okay then dad said, good to know I won't get on ur bad side he laughed,
Well now U have worked it out why don't U go up n get ready for school being Ur first day n all I don't wanna see u being late, Ur ute has Ur basket ball stuff locked and loaded U just need ur books.

Thanks daddy.. I run up gave him a hug, he kisses my head, I let him get to the door n say thanks dad, I know I've been tough alot but thanks for standing up for me I wouldn't have gotten through all this without U...

No worries sweetheart anything I can do to help mum n I are always here always remember their are better days to come.

Thanks dad love U, and ran to my apartment.

Took a long deserving shower, walking out my bathroom to my big ass closet I found blue ripped skinny jeans a red Nike singlet and topped it off with a red fleno tied it up at the front a little, threw on a pair of black boots cause my runners are in my bag... Left my appartment with my bag over my shoulder said bye to Olds and out the door.