AUGUST'S POV
I sat in the dark finishin this final blunt as slow as possible.
"I don't got all night August." I felt the barrel of the gun bein pressed ta the back of ma head. I took a sip of henny and stared at the pictures of the two woman I lost and the brotha whose life was stolen from him, sittin on ma fire place.
Foolish.
That's how I describe myself.
I put the roach in the ash tray and put the empty glass on the table.
"August I told you not to fuck with my family or cause any problems. Or I would do what?"
"Fuck my life up." I smirked rememberin the conversion. It went in one ear and out the otha. "Good.. you do remember. Now you still went and did what?" He cocked the gun.
"Fuck with your family".
"Good boy." He patted the top of ma head with his gun. He walked around to the front of me, standin in the moon light.
"Remember in training when Santana taught y'all how to curve a bullet? Leaves no trace. The bullet shatters into pieces, making death slower and more painful." I tilted ma head back and closed my eyes.
Everythin in ma life flashed through through ma mind. Ma brothas funeral, slammin Sya inta that table, holdin ha body on ma arms when I thought I lost ha fo'eva, watchin the man I looked up ta be stabbed ta death, seein ma daughta fa the first time. That had ta be the greatest.
I felt the bullet rip right through my heart. I clutched ma chest and tasted blood flew from mouth instantly.
"That pain you feel... That's how Sya felt the moment you took her daughter from her..." I was beginnin to see four of him. I coughed up blood and felt nothin. "You will die in this chair. See all you worked for be stained in your blood. I hope you got right with God before all this..." I couldn't hear him anymore. I lost God the moment I cheated on ma wife.
It was hard ta keep ma eyes open and I felt nothin. Nothin at all.
I'm glad I wrote all I had ta say down befo' he came. If it wasn't Grace who would've came hea' it would probably be AC, J, maybe even Monty. Maybe even Alex years from na'. I still would be sittin in the same position.
All I have to do now is die.
I'm sorry fo' all I've done.
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Quick lil somethin......
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>updated 3/9/17
