If I Died, Would You Die With Me?

Before *Trigger Warning*

"Honey, wake up. It's time to get ready to go to the academy." My father says through the door.

I sigh and start to get up. I hate it at Beauxbatons. Everyone there treats me like crap. I can't make friends and I can't deal with it. It's so tiring, and I never sleep because I don't know what will happen if I do. I'm going insane at that school. I start my morning routine no matter how much I don't want to go. When I finish, I grab my owl and trunk and start to head down the stairs. The only problem with being on the top floor is all the stairs. As I reached the bottom of the stairs I see my fathers.

"Good morning, dads." I smile and say.

"Morning. I hope you slept well. Your father made you some breakfast." My father, Jackson said.

Soon after breakfast we leave to get me to the train for Beauxbatons. My worst nightmare. My hell on Earth. Everyone is just so mean to someone like me. My Dads had to go to work, so this was all me. All alone. I get on the train, and put my headphones in. I have a couple hours before i get there, so, why worry about it? A random person walked into my compartment and sat down. This will be a great thing to deal with. Strange people are not my forte. I look at the man sitting across from me. He wasn't really a man, more like a boy. He had dark brown hair, and looked really angry and mean. I don't wanna tempt my fate, so I just put my headphones on and listen to Fineshrine by Purity Ring.

Three hours later the train arrives at the station in France. I stand up and grab my bags and start on my way to the academy. 30 minutes later i have successfully walked to Beauxbatons without any attention drawn to me. Or, too much anyway. I walk into the academy and go straight to my dorm. I check the time and it's almost time for dinner. I sigh and start to walk to the dining hall while listening to Be Above It by Tame Impala. I'm one of the last people in the dining hall. Always last, is Miss Maxime, who has us all stand until she is seated. When she sits, so do I. I put my headphones back on as she talks. The food appears and I just read my book. Something hits my head and i see a little paper ball. I start to open it.

 "Kill yourself, Freak! No one even wants you here! So do us all the favor!"  Is all I read before I calmly close my book and stand and start walking to my room. Here at Beauxbatons we have our own rooms. I crawl into the bed and think about what was written. The night rolls around and I don't fall asleep. I decide that I just won't go to my classes. A few days later, everything that's wrong with me hits me like a bludger to the face. I start to cry and climb out of bed and go to my trunk pulling out my blades. I look at my wrists and the blade. Slowly but deeply, I drag the blade down each wrist. I sit there as I'm bleeding, and darkness starts to envelope me. Happiness at last. But then the door is opened.