The Gayest Idol

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I struggled into the bathroom. I barely had any sleep, but I seriously needed to wake up. Today was the first day, I was going to train the trainees. I felt bad for getting us(GOT7) into a scandal, so I wanted to do things properly. Anyways, I only had to teach the trainees for a good two months. I squinted my eyes, as the lights turned on in the bathroom. "Ahh! What's going on?" I heard Bambam say. He stretched his way into the bathroom. "I gotta take a leak..," he groaned. Ugh, do it somewhere else, I thought. Bambam pulled his pants off, and sat on the toilet. His hair was scraggly and his face was puffy. "How come you came home so late?" he asked. I aggressively squeezed the toothpaste onto my tooth brush. "Whatyya mean?" I asked, as I shoved the tooth brush into my mouth. Bambam wiped his stuff, and pulled his pants back on. "I stayed up re-watching Boys Over Flowers..," he started. "And you weren't home yet, and I was on the thirteenth episode," he said, flushing the toilet. I shrugged, and continued brushing. "I wah buzy," I said. "Did your girlfriend break up with you?" Bambam asked, closing the toilet seat. I nearly spat out my tooth brush. Instead, I spat out the stuff in my mouth. "G-Girlfriend?" I stuttered. Bambam nodded, sleepily. "Yeah, you were in such a good mood yesterday..," he said, slightly yawning. I rinsed my mouth with water, and glared at him. "I don't have a girlfriend," I snapped. Bambam wiped his nose, and stood up. "No duh, cause she broke up with you," he insisted, and left the bathroom. My face felt hot. Damn. I was annoyed. Or maybe I was just hurt. That I was rejected. I got into jeans and the jacket from yesterday. I put my mouth mask on, and left the house in shoes.

"Listen up guys," I said. The trainees turned to look at me. They were sitting in the auditorium, while I stood on stage. I recognized some faces, since I debuted in just 7 months. I saw Rae Hwa, but she hadn't seen me. I stared tiredly at the trainees. "We're going to learn something called.." I droned. The rest of what I said, was what I had written on paper. The trainees just listened, and I droned on. "Gee, Youngjae looks sad today..," I heard a trainee whisper. I clenched my jaw, as I continued reading. The hell. I don't look sad. I slowly smiled, and read the rest. I spent a good hour reading it, so I went to the lunch room with the rest of the trainees. A running girl bumped into me. She spun around and bowed to me. "Sorry, sorry," she said, bowing a few more several times. I looked at her. She was Jae Ho's friend! I hadn't seen Jae Ho, and wanted a friend to talk to as I ate lunch so I went up to the girl. "Where's Jae Ho?" I asked. The girl furrowed her brow, confused. "Jae Ho?" she asked, then made an "OHHHH," noise. I looked at her, tired. "Jae Ho.. isn't here..," she giggled. I stared at her, in disgust. I was thinking weird things. Like why was she giggling?? I kind of shuddered then walked away. Whatever I'll just eat alone, I thought. I ordered some food, and sat at a table for two. After a few minutes, some trainees walked up to me. "OMO! It's Youngjae!" one of them cried. She was thin, and had a husky voice. She had one girl beside her, who looked mixed. "Can I get your auto graph?" she asked, pulling out a napkin. I was slightly flustered, but took the napkin, and scribbled my name onto it. The girl and her friend snickered. They walked out of the lunch room. I looked at them strangely. Who askes for a signsture then snickers?? Then I read something on their back. It looked like one said Yi Eun and the other said Tuan. Which is Mark's Taiwanese name...Weirdos. I thought. I shrugged, and went to get a fork. When I got back, I saw a note. I opened it.

YoungJae,
Can we still go out? I was just mad that day.. Send me a text..
-Rae Hwa

I stared at the note. I shoved it in my pocket, and got my phone out. I knew exactly what to say.
I texted the word. I didn't want to make it seem weird. Then sent it. I didn't regret this one bit. As I wiped my mouth, I got a text. She already replied? I thought. I opened the text, and was surprised. My eyes scanned the text, worrried. I quickly got up and headed towards the exit of the lunch room. As I walked out of the lunch room, I saw a familiar figure. I quickly ran after the figure. The person started running too. Why are you running? I frantically thought. I saw the person enter a studio. "Wait!" I called. I quickly opened the door. FINALLY! My friend, A Yeon was there. She looked up at me, startled. "Hey.," I said. A Yeon smiled at me, and pushed me out of the room. "W-Wanna go have a drink?"