Infinity

When Luke had somewhat contained himself he stood up.

"Luke?" His mom said as she made eyecontact with him.

"Huh?" He didnt look back at her. He stared strait through her.

"You Okay"

"No. I'll never be okay anymore.... Hes gone. Forever. He left me here alone"

"Hunny you're not alone. I'm here. Im always here"

They left the hospital and went home. Luke was in his own world the entire time.
They got home and Luke dragged himself to his room and locked the door. He stared at the ceiling for at least an hour. Then he made a decision.

Hes going to be with Ben.

That night whn they got home his head was spinning. He tried to sleep but he kept having the same nightmare.

Losing Ben.

"I cant take this. I need him. I cant live without him. I need to be with him"He thought.

He got out of bed and went into the cabinets of the bathroom. He got every medicine there was- Advil, Benedril, Ibuprofen, Hydrocodone, Narcotics- and put it in the pouch of his jumper. He crept out of the bathroom, past his moms room and to the front door. He snuck out the door and made his way down the street to the park.

He went over to the bench. The bench were the men saw them kissing. He looked down at the little heart Ben had carved into the bench and started to cry. He had made more great memories with Ben in the short time that they were together than he had in his entire life.

He lied down on the bench and looked up at the stars. He rook a deep breath and took every pill that was in his pocket. One after another after another. Then he smiled.

He knew that once he was gone and disconnected from this cruel world that he would be with Ben...for Infinity.