Regrets

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The days went by pretty fast, today was the day, Anna's birthday and let me tell you... I have no idea what to put on her party. The time is: 10:34 I'm in my bed and Anna.. Anna's probably with Theo doing... things. I'll go shopping in a little bit, but the thing is.. isn't going shopping alone a lot but miserable? But who should I take with me Anna's busy throw busy who else? Oh mayb- Yeah no nevermind actually. Or maybe yes. Fuck it I'm doing it

*on the phone*

" hey luca... um are you free right now?"

"Missed me already?" Ha funny

"Can you go shopping with me ? I have to buy some things and it'll be really awkward if I'm alone so.." say yes say yes

"I can't right now, I'm really busy" oh..

"Oh it's okay I gue-"

"I was just kidding dummy, I'll come pick you in 20 minutes okay?"

"It's really okay if you're busy, I'll be fine alone"

"In 20 I'm there, shut up" he ended the call... okay. Oh now what the fuck am I gonna wear to go shopping.. fuck it I'll just wear black jeans and a brown top

*10 minutes later*

"Oh heyy"

"Are you ready?" Nice car dude

"Yeah, but the thing is that I didn't have time to eat so can we stop in a bakery?"

"Yeah I realized that on my way here so I took you something to eat, it's in my car you can eat while we're on our way to the mall" awwww, find someone like lucas

"Thank you" i went in the car and the first thing I did was to grab the bag foul of food, i was literally s.t.a.r.v.i.n.g. I think he took the whole bakery ...

"Let me take a quick guess, you didn't know what to take and that's why you took something little from.. everything"

"Exactly" I like how he answers so simply like *exactly* he doesn't talk much but the words he says are enough.

"Aww your so cute"

"Yeah yeah I know, now eat"

"Whatever you say pretty boy"

From the moment we arrived at the mall, I had pretty much eaten the whole bag... not my fault

Anyways some time passed and now I was trying a short red dress

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"So? How do I look"

"Beautiful as ev-" he suddenly stopped talking and he looked kinda.. sad?

"What happened?" I followed where he was looking. My legs?

"Is there anything on my legs?" I laughed a bit and then it hit me... my scars. The dress was a bit too short, my fucking scars were showing..

"Oh I'm sorry you had to see that, haha I just fell on gymnastics, that's why I hate that lesson... I'm always falling and I get bruises all over m-"

"Haven't I told you to stop lying? It's obvious when you are... and don't say sorry, don't ever say sorry, not to me not to anyone. Everyone has problems and they all deal with them differently, it's okay, I know how you feel, but you have to talk to people who you're close with and stop lying. Keeping things inside you? It just makes things worse." I didn't know what to say, I just stood there looking at him as tears started showing

I hugged him, I don't know this boy has something that makes me feel safe.

"Thanks again luca... it seems that that's the only thing I say to you every time.."

"And that's fine, just you looking at me is enough"

we were already heading home, I took a red dress a lit but longer then the other one and I bought and some heels, I was starving again though..

"Hey luca..I'm hungry"

"You ate like half a bakery.."

"So what I'm hungry, can we stop at Macdonalds ?? Pleaseeee it's on our way"

"Whatever you say"

"Okay okay do you want anything to eat?"

"No"

"Really? The time is 2, you havent eaten anything, are you sure you don't want anything to eat?"

"Yes eliana I'm sure" Yeah whatever I'm just gonna order him a Berger

*ordering*

"Hello, I would like 2 chicken bergers with potatoes, oh extra salt and two colas. Oh and some nuggets. Oh and one snicker ice cream actually make them two"

"Anything else?"

"I think that'll be enough thank you"

"Are you gonna eat that much?"

"I heard your belly growling dummy, even though the nuggets are only mine."

After we took our food we sat near a park to eat.

"So you prefer chicken bergers?"

"Obviously. You don't?"

"I do."

Minutes later*

"Oh shit, it's already 4 can you take me home? I have to shower,shave, relax, listen to music, sleep for a few minutes then I have to start getting ready and then go to Anna's"

"Breathe dummy"

"Yeah I forgot, I just got nervous.."

"Okay let's go"

When we arrived I thanked him and went inside. I went straight to bed and I closed my eyes, when I opened them the time was already 7. In two hours I would have to be at Anna's and well.. I haven't done a thing.

I quickly showered and shaved and the time was 8:30 I still had to make my hair, get dressed and do my make up. I finished all that at 9:50 and now I was heading to Anna's house. I would go there earlier for obvious reasons, everyone would start coming at 12. Even Theo would come later hahah sucks for him.