Regrets

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I've already went to the mall with Theo for Anna's birthday present, her birthday's on Friday and she'll throw a party at her house. I forgot to mention that Anna has a huge house.. no for real, it's huge

I haven't talked to my mum since the phone call thing and she's obviously not at home. Actually she probably went there to take some of her clothes, I don't know I haven't been in my house since Saturday, and it's Monday today, I'm on my way home now, listening to music. This day went by pretty fast actually, it's already 5:43pm. Anna was coming at 7. She would sleep here today because she still thinks that I'm not okay. She's right, I'm not okay but who cares.

Time: 6:53

I've already showered, did my homework and now I'm just watching another movie that Anna picked and she doesn't like it.

"We can always watch something else anna"

"Shhh" like she's watching any of that, she's just texting Theo.

"I'm going to the kitchen I'm starving, are you coming?"

"In a sec" more like in an hour

"Okayy"

I went to the kitchen and I found some chips, as I was searching for some drinks, I found a letter

From mum,
Eliana baby I know you probably hate me, but it's okay I would hate me too. I wrote this letter to let you know that I'm already out of country with Ben ( Ben is a man she found on a strip club a while ago) I won't come back any time soon baby so I left some money for you, they're under my pillow, I love you and I always will, goodbye.

I threw the paper in the bin and I rushed in my mums bedroom, I took the money and I saved them in a safe place. I grabbed the chips and the drinks and I went quickly back to my room because Anna never came so instead of waiting her I went back.

"I was about to come eliii couldn't you wait for me?"

"Yeah sure, it's been 20 minutes butch how much longer did you want me to wait?"

"Yeah... anyways, what did you bring?"

"Some chips and drinks, wanna order pizza?"

"You're asking?" She loves pizza, I thinks she loves it more than me

30 minutes later

"Oh eli I forgot to mention,my birthday's on Friday right? I'm gonna throw a party then and the next day, on Saturday we'll go on the beach"

"We?"

"Me you theo and I told him to bring and another friend with him. We will stay there till Sunday, my grandparents have a house near the beach but they're out of town for the weekend, they'll be back on monday." another friend? Who?

"Who is theo gonna bring and why the fuck do I learn this now?"

"He'll probably bring luca with him" WAIT WHO?

"LUCA?"

"Yeah they've been best friends for over two years now" what the actual fuck

"Don't be so shocked eli, I mean I'm his girlfriend and I didn't even know that Lucas was his best friend till today" no for real what the actual fuck

"Anyways, I'm gonna sleep, good night eli"

"Night Anna" I'm still shocked that I'll be with Lucas for the whole weekend... should I tell anna that I'm sick ? What the hell am I even saying, I'm not gonna loose Anna's birthday because of lucas... oh god I think I should sleep..