Biracial Love.

Chapter 4.

He kissed me. What the fuck. HE FUCKING KISSES ME...! I push him away, get up, and walk out of the classroom.

We're freshman.. FRESHMAN and he kisses me. We barely even know eachother, so what made him do that shit to me? Is it just a character trait white people have or something? I can't.. oh my god.

You know what I don't even care. That wasn't my first kiss anyway. I accidentally kissed this one boy in 7th grade because I tripped, but we won't speak on that.

I'm thinking about walking back in the cafeteria. I don't really know if I want to, I am still not ready to meet all of those people. It's still a free period so maybe I'll just go outside.

I go outside and turn around the corner, not noticing the cafeteria is there. I pull out my phone until I hear banging on a window. I jump a little and look over to see Ke'Mani, Jaliyah, and those other people looking at me and half of them smiling through the window.

Jaliyah mouths something. I can't really recall what she says so I just mouth "What?" Then Ke'Mani take out his phone for some reason.

I suddenly feel my phone vibrating to see thats its  Ke'Mani calling. Then I look up to see Ke'Mani giving Jaliyah the phone so I answer it.

"Hello?"
"Why aren't you sitting here with us?"

I can't really think of a good excuse.

"Ummm.."
"Girl, you don't have to be scared. They don't bite."
"I'm not scared it's just a lot of y'all and I just don't know."
"Shut up.. You better get your ass in here or i'll go out and drag you in here."

Damn Jaliyah, already that confortable huh. Well bet. I hang up on her. I look up and I see them all looking at me now, including Jaliyah.. so I smile at the window and stick my middle finger up.

I see some of their jaws drop and some of them laughing. Then I see Jaliyah do a fake laugh and the she starts running out the cafeteria. "Oh shit." I say.

I start running too making sure I don't bump into anyone. It starts going good until I bump into this one girl... and lord I wish I didn't.

"Yo bitch, watch where you're going!" She says.
Damn, looks like someones rude. "Sorry it was a accident." I mumble.

"Fuck your sorry, I don't give a shit. Square up bitch," She yells. People are starting to crowd us. Shit.. I can't get into a fight on my first day. I mean I used to take boxing classes but I don't want to fight her. She's taller than me and everything. "Ohh! And you look like a freshman.. fresh meat."

"Bro. I'm not tryna fight you." I say and try to walk past her. She stops me and pushes me. "The fuck you gon' do huh?!" She says and starts smiling. I'm getting pissed I know she did not just touch me. I turn around and before I say anything she slaps me in the face.

Fuck it.

I swing and give her a right hook. That was pretty hard too. She kind of looks suprised and stumbles back a little bit, but she wouldn't go down. I try to walk away again but she punches me in the back. "Fuck!" I say. That fucking hurt. Everyone starts yelling and pulling out their phones. She doesn't care and was about to punch again but I dodged that shit and punched her in the face again. She starts windmilling, so I stepped back hurried up and went behind her then started kicking her legs so she could go down.

She was struggling to turn around to get me. Then she finally got down. She fell on her knees. I know she's bleeding by now but I don't care. I fucking hate this bitch. I go back infront of her and push her down. I started punching down at her and she was punching me too but mine were harder. The teacher finally comes and pulls me off of her. She looks pissed and she gets up runs at me and punches me again, a different teacher grabs her right after though and pulls her away somewhere. She's yelling and cussing at me while getting dragged away.

I have a bruise on my face because of that punch and some little cuts on my arm because of those other little punches. I still beat her ass though.

The teacher is yelling at me while dragging me to the office. I don't really care anymore to be honest, at this point fuck this day. I wonder if Ke'Mani or Jaliyah and their friends saw the fight though..

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I'm now in detention. I have a one week suspension too. Fuck.. I'm scared of what my mom will say when I get home.

There's like 7 kids in detention right now. They are all looking at me and talking about me but I don't really care. I see them watching a video too. Lord, I'm scared to go on Instagram. The detention teacher is sleeping, we have to write a apology to the principal. It wouldn't really matter to me though knowing that I wont be at school for a whole damn week. I'm not doing this shit.

A dude with dreads walk in. I think he is one of the guys that was at that table.

He comes over to me. He's pretty tall. There's henna on his hand and he has his ears pierced. His dreads are long. Also his lips are pretty plump. "Hey, aren't you Jaliyahs friend?" He says.

"Oh yeah. I am." I say.

"Well.. my name is Aj," He smirks and sits next to me. "On some real shit, you're pretty attractive." Why do these niggas stay flirting with me?

"Thanks I guess" I mumble.

"No seriously, when you stuck yo middle finger at us it made me have some interest in you. Also I seen yo fight aswell. Someone sent it to a gc I'm in." Aj says. Wow, now I know I'm gonna be the talk of the school when I get back. "Oh well she started talking shit and touching me so I beat her ass. Simple."

"Fiestyy," He says. "I still don't know your name. though" I roll my eyes, I'm not giving him my name. He thinks I'm feisty huh. You know what.. I'm done. I get up and walk out. Fuck this school, I exit the building aswell. I wait in the parking lot until the detention is over and I see my mom pulling up. Oh lord.. I'm scared.