What a Mess!

Breaking the Ice 🧊

It was the session break and COVID was not yet there.My life was going fine and well until I myself decide to fuck things up for myself.
Well if u are wondering who I am then
Heyy I'm Anika , a pretty average girl with no charm what so ever. I'm 5 feet 6 inches ,dark brown eyes, small black weave hair( upto my shoulders) , quite chubby ( but with nice curves ), round face and wheatish tone ( skin colour) . And people say I'm cute but idk how or why they say that.
I'm not good at studies and barely did sports but I'm a fast learner though (and love to try new things) .

So it was a bright summer day and i was playing Pubg light mobile on my mom's phone with non other than my crush 🥰,
his bestfriend ( who never talks with me ) and one of his brothers.

Let's call him( my crush ) Neer.
So Neer was almost 6 ft tall, dusky (skin tone), brown eyes,a nice jaw line , short hair and was a typical bad boy types (almost a play boy if i put it correctly).Obviously not good at studies either. Had a habit of drinking and smoking ( at that time I thought smoking was cool). And bad boys attract good girls so as obvious as it is I was attracted by him (Although i was not very good myself)

Then there was Neer's bestfriend (let's call him:) Avik . He is not like Neer but pretty oposite. He has a round Chubby cute face, a muscular body, wheatish skin colour, almost black eyes , nice silky hair , was good at studies (he showed himself as a average student but somehow always got pretty good grades) and had no bad habits like no smoking or drinking. 👀Wow what a perfect guy I must say!

And then there was Neer's big brother ( some cousins or what i don't have any idea ) we'll call him Abhay .
So i never saw Abhay in real life but only in a few pics and from the pics he seemed to be Fair , skinny with nice hair and rest I have no idea about .
But from Neer I got to know that he was supper smart and he was helping Neer to get an addmission in a few top most collages so i guess he was smart ... But in my opinion he sounded pretty dumb and maybe he was only book smart and had no idea about street smartness.

Okay so pubg is one of my loves in my life other than Chocolate but at that point i was only playing Pubg light .
It is also nice but I like pubg more 😜.
So as we all were playing suddenly Neer starts a conversation about how Avik never speeks in the game. Well I had no idea who Avik was at that point of time so i ignored that conversation and continued..
Later that day when I and Neer were talking in Instagram I got to know that he was back with his log term girlfriend 🥺
They kept breaking up and then again coming back together . I mean it was like a rollercoaster sometimes they are up and sometimes they are down like bro why do u need to date her if u guys gonna break up again and go through that same pain and heart break again and again .?? Like seriously
Okay so i was super jealous🥲.
BUT ON THE OTHER HAND
He goes on and tells me
"Hay Anika..
Do you have any idea that Avik like u."
😳😳
Okay so amm... What!!??!......