Apart-Mates

Chapter 3- Me And My Broken Heart

*zayns pov*

*RECAP*

" you make me wanna kiss you mate and other stuff but its not right i have a girlfriend" liam spoke so lowly that zayn almost didn't even catch it. for some reason that bought a stampede of butterflies in zayns stomach and he was debating on whether he should say something or not.

why not? zayn said smirking as he got up and...

zayn got up as liams eyes widened realising that zayn heard what he said, zayn attached his lips to liams and felt fireworks,butterflies erupting in his stomach liam feeling the exact same, ,zayn starts kissing him slowly liam doesn't respond for  a second but then starts kissing zayn in the same  soft manner,the taste of mint and cinnamon making them crave for one another more and more,liams hand goes behind zayns head pulling him closer, he licks zayns bottom lip asking for entrance, zayn keep his lips sealed being a tease, liam groans and bites zayns lips making zayn moan, his tongue slips into zayns mouth as he pushes zayn against the couch making zayn moan again, zayn felt liam smile in the kiss as zayn tugs on his hair, they both pull apart to get some air, "sorr-" zayn was cut of by liam " fuck that was the best kiss i've ever had" he said looking dazed with a smile on his face

 he looked at zayn and then reality hit him, his face showed nothing but pure shock "i-i just cheated on Maya" liam then looked at me angry " y-you zayn why'd you kiss me you know i have a girlfriend!"  he said stuttering " but you said you wanted to kiss me-" " hah you actually thought i'd want to" liam said not making eye contact.

tears prickled the back of zayns eyes, he felt used and broken, he got up from the couch and looked back at liam " fuck you" he spoke a tear sliding down his left cheek.

liams heart clenched seeing zayn like this, he wanted to cry and scream his feelings out for zayn, he wanted to tell zayn he has been in love with zayn since fucking 16, since the first fucking time he saw zayn he knew he was a goner, he always dated other girls to distract him from zayn but it never worked, not even after making Maya his actual girlfriend.

he couldn't take the sobs he was hearing from zayns room,he busted the door open to see zayn's head buried in a pillow crying and sobbing, he lied down beside zayn and wrapped his arms around zayns waist pulling him closer, " get the fuck away from me" zayn ranted again and again, but liams was stronger obviously and kept his arms around zayns waist, soon enough zayn stopped screaming and shouting and melted into the touch of liam, liam buried his head into the crook of zayns neck crying.

zayn felt warm hot tears on his neck, liam was crying, he realised he has made liam cry twice in 1 night and feels guilt flood him. " li look up at me , are you good?" liam looked at zayn and after hearing what zayn said he busted out crying, sobbing, this broke zayns heart. " i-im sorry zayn" liam spoke voice breaking as he sniffed, " i dont know what to do i keep telling myself im straight but it all leads to you, i- i think im gay, i'm scared i-i my parents they wouldn't want a gay son- and my sisters don't want a gay brother-" "shh li it's OK they will accept you no matter what because they love you and you love them alright so take deep breaths for me ok bebz?" zayn said soothingly.

"fuck" liam said tears running down his cheeks

"what did i do to deserve you zayn, your too good for me" liam said his voice cracking

" shhh it okay bebz" zayn said rubbing liams back " your too good for me" zayn whispered so lowly liam almost didnt catch it. zayn starterd playigng with liams hair almost immediatley, making liams eyes feel heavy, liam before falling asleep looked up at zayn and smiled, " thank you zayn" " its okay bebz anytime-" zayn was interupted by liams lips clashing onto zayns, it wasnt a rough kiss like before it was slow and gentle full of emotion, zayns hand roam to the back of liams neck pulling him closer, butterflies stampeding in both of their stomachs. zayn pulls away head locking with liams

" i can get used to this" zayn spoke smirking as his hands traced liams bottom lip, pulling it out making it look like a pout.

" i-uh can i sleep with you tonight?" liam spoke fiddling with his fingers looking down at his fingers.

zayn held liams chin and pulled it up so now they where looking dead in the eye and kissed him again not getting enough of each other liam pulls away with swollen lips.

" so is that a yes" liam asked 

" on one condition" zayn smirked looking down at liam

" you go out to karaoke with me" zayn said a smile playing on his lips " and we both have to sing" zayn finished smirking 

"s-so like a date?" liams asked looking up into zayn caramel eyes

" like a date" zayn said caressing liams cheek  

" but why karaoke?" liams spoke again looking into the eyes whom he learned to love

" imayormaynothavewrittenasongaboutyou" zayn said so fast that liam almost didnt catch it

" awww a song bout meee" liam cooed pinching zayns cheeks causing a blush to run along zayns cheeks,  " but not any song" zayn spoke biting his lips and looking down at liam

" its about fucking and its a big turn on" zayn said licking his lips 

liam rolled his eyes not beliving zayn and gave zayn a short sloppy kiss and then pulled away " hey comon li thats not fair i need a longer kiss" zayn spoke pouting and scrunching his nose " yea in the morning, right now im sleepy and need to sleep so goodnight zayn"liam spoke matter of factly and pushed both of them down onto the bed, zayns arms snaked around liams waist, zayn the big spoon, liam the small spoon.

both boys fell asleep thinking of eachother and what the next day awaits.

omg guys i am honestly sooo sorry i havent updated this story in like forever because ive been really busy with school and all and im gonna start writing the next chapter and it will be out hopefull by the end of this week

luv ya

x Annie