The not so good girl's bad boy.

Here it goes.

"Well... okay I can trust you with this information right?" I asked as he nodded

"Okay," I took a deep breath 'don't cry April don't cry he's a jerk he's not worth your tears' I chanted before I exhaled and told Ryan the story,

"So what happened was, Brent and I you know casual relationships and stuff," I paused as he nodded "He said he had to go on a field trip for a week or so for football or whatever, and me being me not knowing anything about football or the school's football schedule, of course I believed him, so he went and blah blah, told me he missed me about when his trip was almost half done like I think a Wednesday or Thursday yeah a Thursday, I believed him, and when I went on my daily dose of Instagram and Twitter, and see pictures of him and the other Jocks having party's with older girls there and the girl that was with Brent, was holding on to him pretty tight, plus that sparkle in his eyes was the same sparkle he had in his eyes when he talked to me, but I thought, okay, maybe it's just so he can seem cool, but then I thought, being disrespectful to your girlfriend isn't cool, and when he came back we got in a disagreement about it, he said that she was just a friend, and who the fuck believes in that lie? Not me, but I let it slide because I was madly in love with him and so later on he had the guts to tell me that he did hook up with the girl after I asked him the day he came back and he looked me in the eyes that very day and lied to me saying "Oh she was just a friend nothing more" Whatever, anyways he then told me that he was sorry but of course I was oblivious to everything and forgave him until that day he hooked up with Emily Grace and after that we were DONE forever I never talked to him ever and the fact that he went to back to Emily two days after we broke up, hurt me so bad, but if he doesn't care then I don't care either." I said as I looked at my shoes as the silence became stronger and stronger until I heard Ryan mumble under his breath "I'd never..." and then the rest I didn't hear "What?" I asked "I said nothing, well I better get you home angel." he said as he got up and dusted himself off and reached down his arm offering to help me up and I analyzed his arm this side of Ryan was completely foreign to me, the whole, listening, picking me up, taking nicely, opening up, all of it was completely foreign to me. but I still took his hand and he helped me up and we got in the car and he took me home.

(A/N sorry this chapter is short it is 1AM and I'm tired so gn bye oh and new chapter tomorrow... well technically today, but it's not considered tomorrow to me until I wake up ok nowwww gn.)