I got to school and walked to the normal spot I go to meet Ryan but remembered that we can't talk half way there, maybe he'd forgotten, I thought so I still walked towards the spot, and I soon as I get there, theirs two people making out... what the hell, me and Ryan are the only people who know where this spot is so I had the nerve to say "Uhh, excuse me have you seen-" I got cut off as the couple stopped eating each other's faces and turned towards me,
"Ryan?" I said surprised trying to hold back the tears "Sorry to interrupt." I said clenching my jaw "I was just trying to look for my "friend" " I said making sure to emphasize the air quotation marks. Ryan looked shocked and the girl just gave me a dirty look and then smirked but when she saw my eyes getting watery she pushed him against the wall and started kissing him.
I ran, ran as far away from the spot as possible, when I look up and see the sine that says "Nurses office" so I just went in there and told the nurse I had a stomach ache and a fever but all she did was check my temp. and give me a mint and said "I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do you have to stay in class." ugh great I have to stay the whole day in school trying to run away from the jerk-I mean Ryan.
I went in to the restroom and just let out all my tears, why in the world am I crying? I don't even like Ryan, okay... he's hot. So what? So what he's nice or WAS nice, so what is a good listener, so what? That doesn't mean I have to like him. Ugh I hate him I hate him so much for making me fall for his little joke. I thought we had a chance together but I guess not
"No we're not dating!" I yelled at Abby "And we never will!" I yelled again as I slammed my locker door,
"Geez man I just asked for a pencil... Are you okay?" She asked her eyebrows furrowed although I was looking down I could see her facial expressions in my corner eye vision,
"Yes." I lied,
"April." She sighed knowing I was lying "Okay fine I'm not okay!" I said as I sat down in class and I looked back at Ryan and made eye contact with him and gave him a sad look and looked to the front of the classroom.
later, theres was a paper airplane that has landed on my desk I look around the classroom to see who it came from or if It belonged to anybody but nobody was looking at me or telling me to throw it back, so I crumpled it up but as soon as I did I saw letters written on the paper so I opened it back up,
"Oooh a note." whispered Abby "Yeah quit being nosey." I replied playfully with a slight smirk.
I read it and it said "WHY R U IGNORING ME!?!?!?! DID I DO SOMTHING RONG????" I laughed at the spelling
And immediately knew who it was from and wrote back "YEAH! YOUR SPELLING AND IM NOT IGNORING YOU IM SIMPLY NOT ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR PRESENCE! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE ASSHOLE" And crumpled it up and threw it at his head really hard and he flinched,"OUCH!" He yelled over-exaggerating "Sir, was that necessary?" Said Mr.Nolan "Sorry sir I got a paper cut." Said Ryan giving the teacher a smirk.
"Don't do it again or you'll get detention for class disruption." Said Mr.Nolan
"Yes sir." said Ryan as he opened the note and he looked at me and the bell rang, I flicked him off and grabbed Abby's arm and ran out of the class.
"NO RUNNING!" Said Mr.Nolan
"Fuck you!" I murmured rolling my eyes as I slowed down my pace "Why are we running I don't like running April you know I hate running I hate running April can we stop running let's stop please stop running!" Said all at once, we stopped and tears were the only things running now tear after tear so we walked into the bathroom,
"Now can you tell me what's wrong? Obviously it's about Ryan but what I thought you guys were chill last night." She said throwing her hands up in the air, I looked at her, her mouth was wide open and her eyes were getting watery "Are you crying? Why are you crying? What did he do to you? Did he hurt you? Oh my gosh I'm gonna hurt him!" She trampled all the question at me, I made sure that there was no one in the stalls and that all the stall doors were opened and started talking,
"So me and Ryan have this spot somewhere and I went there before class like we always do and then I saw a couple and was like what the hell me and Ryan are the only people that know where the spot is so I interrupted their "alone time" and they turned around and it was-" I tried to hold back the tears but I couldn't I sobbed in the palms of my hands and took a deep breath and continued "It was Ryan and A girl, and it wasn't just any girl, it was Emily." I finished with my jaw clenched and fists tightened shut and tears falling down my face.
she came closer to hug me, "I thought-I thought you didn't like him?" She said with a puzzled/surprised look on her face "I didn't... but now I don't know I honestly do-" I got cut off by the voices of a group of girls giggling and all of the sudden there's heels clicking against the floor "Click clack, click clack" and then the feet that belong to the heels are stood right in front of me I swallow hard and look up,
"Hey Emily." I say as I stand tall and not let anything give her the idea that Ive been crying or that She's the reason I'm crying. she steps closer to me, I try not to step back though her shadow is towering over me she smirked "Hoped you like my little performance feel free ask for an encore." she said as she whipped her hair in my face and walked towards the sink mirror and applied perhaps her 30th layer of her trademark fruit punch watermelon splash.
"No thanks don't fell like vomiting today... speaking of vomiting," I say as I look at my watch "I think it's time for your daily vomit." I say with a fake smile as I move aside and let her in the empty stall.
"No thanks I'm already skinny unlike you, you fat-... Whore." She said stomping her foot, I snickered because I knew I was winning this dumb "argument"
"I never said you make yourself throw up to be skinny now I did I?" I asked sarcastically, she froze "Oh and thanks for the complement, oh an one more thing you should back off because I have no idea what I've done so I'm guessing your jealous of me but whatever it is it's probably stupid and you need to stop being a bitch before you end up alone because in reality no one likes a bitch like you all the douches in high school are just horny hormonal assholes that get anyone they can get their hands on and you are something they all can get within arms reach." I said with a fake smile on my face as Abby and I walked away as we reached the door "Yeah and nobody wants to see your stupid performance Cuz no one likes you, you whore go fuck a cactus instead of other people's boyfriends." said Abby as Emily rolled her eyes and we exited the restroom.
"That's was awesome!" Exclaimed Abby as she held her hand up for a high five
My eyes watered as I looked up, I shook my head no and ran through the corridors of the school and bumped into someone I stumbled in place and almost fell until the person I ran into caught me quickly and hugged me I didn't know who it was but the person gave quite good hugs as a matter of fact very familiar hugs I wiped my eyes "Thank you and I'm so sorry I was just-" the person cut me off by tilting my head up with their index finger which caused me to look into the persons eyes,
I knew those eyes anywhere "Brent." I gasped
He sighed "I'm so sorry about what I did when are you gonna forgive me baby."
I slapped him "Oh no, don't you come here babying me! You're the reason all this shit is happening, your the reason I'm mad, you're the reason I'm sad, your the reason I hate everyone, you're the reason I will never be able to love anymore, you're the reason I have trust issues, you're the reason of this whole mess its you!" I went off on him "And I fucking hate you, I never ever want to see you're ugly ass fucking face in my life again! You hear me?" I yelled my face heating up and my fists tightened so tight their shaking,
A tear fell from his eye "I'm- I'm so sorry." he said I almost believed him, "No that's what you said the last time and guess what you hurt me again I'm done with you Brent I'm never ever going to forgive you." I said quieter, more tears came from his eyes but he didn't move he stood there like a stone.
so I decided to leave and as I turned the corner I saw Abby and Ryan probably ease dropping I walked passed them towards my locker and grabbed my stuff and left the building,
"Wait where are you going the bell hasn't-"
"RIIIINGGGGG"
"Never Mind." Said Abby
I got in her car and we drove off to her house.
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(A/N: Sorry it's been a while 😬 I haven't been on wattpad and I just got my phone back because I got it taken up by my school and then my mom so yeah sorry hope you like this chapter took me a whole 24 hours to create so yeah. Love you)
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The not so good girl's bad boy.
Fiksi RemajaA girl, April Williams decides to change up a bit out of her comfort zone and become someone she definitely isn't for her junior year, from the Bad student to the good girl student, and she decides to hang out with one of the jocks in school , (Ryan...