STARTING A NEW LIFE TOGETHER (ON HOLD)

RAAVI IS TOO HURT

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I'm back with a new update.
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The truck 🚛 approached with High speed. As raavi ran, she was so much immersed in her pain that she did not noticed the truck coming her way. As she ran , she was automatically getting shifted towards the centre of the road 🛣️ as, because of her blurry vission, she could not understand her path. Shiva had to use his full energy to reach her as she was a much ahead of him.

The truck came closer....closer....and there it was , about to hit raavi , when a pair of hands cought her and pushed her towards the side. Shiva and raavi fell down on to the ground and rolled through the muddy ground. They hit a tree 🌴 which halted their motion.

Raavi opened her eyes to look at the person who has her, in his hold. She directly looked at his eyes and found it furious as usual . Which has now turned red due to tears and anger. They shared a small eye lock. She was deeply immersed in his eyes, trying to figure out his emotions. But the eye contact was brocken by shiva. He pulled himself and raavi to a sitting position.

SHIVA: Ey chipkali.......( He called out in anger) . Tu andhi he kya? Dekh nahi rahe the ki samne truck full speed Main aa rahe the? ( He scolded her with full hak) .

Raavi did not said a word. Shiva could see that she is in much pain, and realised that he himself and his mother  are the ultimate cause for that. As he looked into her painful eyes, he held back his anger and calmed himself down.

SHIVA: Dekh Raavi, jo bhi tere saath huvaa bahut galat huvaa. Jo bhi maa ne bhathaya , sab galath the. Aur, main teri dard bhi samaj paa rahi hain. Lekin iska mathlab yeh nahi hain ki thu ese ghar se baagh jaaye. Vo bhi apne aas- paas ki koyi dhyan rakhe bina. Agar thujhe kuch ho jathi tho? ( His faced clearly depicted how scared he was).

Still , Raavi was speachless. Tears kept on flowing out of her eyes and she looked into his eyes deeply. Shiva could not see her in such a position. He tried to make her stand  and  tried to take her back but raavi seems to be motionless.

SHIVA: Hey chipkali , thu na ek kaam kar. Ab, tu filhaal mere saath ghar chal. Hum sab kuch baath karke solve karenge( even though he knew that she can not be pacified just through a simple conversation) . Vahaan jaake naa, thujhe sab ke upar , Kithna chillana hain , tu chilla.....maa ko daatna hain tho daat. Bas , tu mere saath ab ghar chal.

Saying this , he held her hand and tried to walk back to their house. But , within few steps itself , she shook of her hands,  off his hold. She turned her face in the opposite direction showing her refusal. Shiva did not know what to say. He knew that not even a single soothening word can console her right now.

At this time, a lot of emotions were filled inside raavi . She was very much hurt by the words of suman. She was frustrated due to the disappointment of loosing the only proof that she had to prove her innocence . She was angry that no one cared about her even after she was gone missing,  this whole day. To hear that she did not deserved a mother's love when she has already lost it , to hear that she could have been a disgrace to her parents if they were alive.......all of this hurted Raavi upto the core. Many thoughts seems to flash back to raavi. All those memories that she foreced herself to forget were all coming back to her. Also, now she was abled to realise that all the love that she ever got from the pandyas and maybe from her maasi and maasa , were all due to sympathy. Everyone were trying to give love to an orphan who might not get love . No one cared to love that raavi who loved them immensely. And to get rid of this sympathy , is the exact reason due to which she covered her face with that sweet - smiley- mask , all these years......, to cover up her emotions , to show that she is not effected by loneliness. All these years , she had been trying to be cheerful, bubbly and happy 😁. And, she was successful in converting herself to be a cheerful person . But , this was like a reality check for her . The fact that no one literally loved her or accepted her whole heartedly , was breaking her very badly.