𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐔𝐬. (𝐆𝐠𝐮𝐤𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤) 𝐁𝐓𝐒 ✔

19. 𝘈𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦

A/N: First part contains lots of swearing and bad words. You've been warned. My vocabulary is limited so please bear with me.

Jungkook pov.

I was on my way to Uni when I suddenly saw Hyung and Gguk making out on the kitchen counter. Just as I was about to leave, I heard Tae Hyung talking about me.

"Your brother is so damn annoying, he made me do so much you know, Ggukie. "

"Yeah he can be annoying and pathetic sometimes. Now, see if that Jimin guy already has boyfriends why will he leave them and come to him!? " Jeongguk grumbled agreeing with Taehyung.

"I know right. Your brother is nothing like you, baby. He is just nothing, as compared to you. I hate him sometimes. "

Jungkook could feel his heart aching, his knees going weaker and weaker. Is that how Tae sees him? Kook's heart sank deeper when he heard what his brother replied.

"I hate him too. He acts like an attention seeker bitch- "

I heard Jeongguk talking about me. He abruptly stopped as the bag from my shoulder slide down and fell with a thudding sound.

"Hey, Jungkook is that you? What a bitch! Why are you sneaking around us? Do you want to break us too like you were planning to break my Hyungs and Jiminie? " Taehyung growled as he walked towards me. My knees feel so weak, I can barely take a step back.

"That's such a disgusting plan. I feel ashamed of you to even call as my brother. " Jeongguk spat, not even wanting to spare glance towards me.

Am I that bad?

"Can you now leave us alone? Aren't you done messing with our relationship or do you want to hear more truth about your shitty personality. I just hate you so much. I wish you could just disappear from our life. I hate you Jungkook. I hate your whole existence. "

"No Tae please stop. It's hurting so bad. Please stop. "

"It should hurt! You made me cry too! You've made me suffer now you should suffer too. I'm still laughing at you're misunderstanding. How can I like someone like you when I already have a boyfriend a thousand times better than you. Just get out of my life Jungkook. "

"Please stop Tae I love you so much it hurts. Please I really love you don't leave me. "

Jeongguk grabbed my collars, his eyes so frightening. They stared down at me with nothing but anger. "You don't love him Jungkook you are just using him," he said.

"Taehyung! "

I suddenly woke up yelling for Hyung with cold sweat, huffing. Shit I almost thought that was real. Damn what was the dream even about. No I can't love Taehyung. It's just lies. It can't be.

But each word he uttered hurt like a bitch. It hurts so bad not having him in my arms, it hurts when I'm not the reason for his smile, it hurts when he cries because of me. Why!?

It's just because he is my friend ye-

"Jungkook!? " Taehyung suddenly barged in my room and rushed towards me hugging. Without caring for anything, I hugged him back I don't know if I'll get a chance like this again. So, I hug Tae as if my life depends on it. Clutching on to his clothes as I mumbled, "Hyung please don't hate me. Please don't leave me. "

"Jungkook shush! Calm down, I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. " He tried to assure me. Having him in my arms, it still kinda feels dreamy. I hold onto him tighter, pulling him closer to myself.

I don't wanna lose you Tae.

I love you Taehyung.

Now that I've realized my love for you, it's gonna hurt more.