Last First Kiss [ EDITING ]

Chapter Eighteen

I heard this beeping noise. I slowly opened my eyes, their was a bright light shining directly in my eyes. It was painful, i closed my eyes once again. I realized my phone was going off, i groaned and pulled the blankets back over my head and closed my eyes.

I felt so tired but i had went to bed earlier than i normally did last night, i laid in my position for a few minutes before sitting up.

I grabbed my phone to see why it was going off. My face lit up as I realized it was harry, he tried to facetime me and i didnt answer.

I called him back and he immediatley answered.

" well good morning my beautiful lady " he whispered.

I smiled at him.

He was laying down in his bed still, i slightly laughed as i noticed he wasnt wearing a shirt.

" morning babe " i whispered back. His voice was so adorable when he first woke up. I loved it, i started to wish he was with me but he wasnt.

" ANNE! " i heard my mothers voice travel up the stairs to my room. i didnt feel like talking to her, i knew she had something to say about everything i had told her. i knew she was going to think about it and then yell at me for it later. i knew my mother like the back of my hand, she was always protective and controling but sweet at the same time.

" i have to go my mom is calling for me. " i whispered to harry as i looked back at my phone. I watched as he looked at me with concern written on his face.

" will you be okay? " he asked.

i smiled and shook my head even though i knew this wasnt going to go well.

" anne..wait " i looked at him through the camera and smiled. " what babe? "i asked

" uhmm..i dont know how to say this but..I think.." he froze trying to find the words he was going to say.

i waited. Right then my mom busted through my door. " did you hear me young lady!? " she grabbed my phone and turned it off. I didnt even get to hear what harry had to say.

" sorry mom " i whispered as i looked down at my hands.

" we need to have a very serious conversation, please get dressed and come downstairs. " she said as she turned and walked out of my room..with my phone.

I quickly threw on some jeans and ran downstairs and into the living room, were my mom was waiting. She didnt even look at me. I walked over and sat next to her and stayed quiet, i was to nervous to say anything.

It stayed silent for a while until she looked up at me.

" sweetheart, about what happened. why didnt you tell me? " she asked.

" i was scared. i thought you would be mad, i thought you would hate me for letting this happen, for being stupid. " i whispered.

I felt the tears forming in my eyes for the hundredth time. I felt like my heart was being stabbed at like a voodoo doll. every jab painful, i just wanted all the hurting to stop but the only person who helped me forget this nightmare was him.

Harry.

The boy i have fallen in love with.

" sweetheart i could never hate you, i was only mad because you didnt tell me. i thought we could tell each other everything and i was hurt to find out all this weeks later. I just want you to be safe and i cant protect you if you dont tell me whats going on. " she whispered.

The tears poured down my face leaving warm streaks down my cheeks. " im sorry mom, i wanted to tell you i just didnt know how, i didnt know how to tell you that i was raped and that i was a humiliation, a disappointment " i blurted out.

I felt her arms around me, pulling me into closer to her. I have missed my mom, it was like we drifted apart for a while and then found our way back to each other.

" okay now what i have really wanted to talk about, the most important part of this conversation. " she whispered.

I looked at her confused.

It soon came to me...the baby.

" Sweetheart you may not like this but its whats best for you..and the baby. " she whispered.

" what is that? " i asked her still confused. i wasnt sure what she was trying to tell me.

" i think you should get an abortion.."she whispered looking down at her hands.

She couldnt be serious, i couldnt kill an innocent child. Was she going crazy. How could she say that to me.

" WHATT!?? " i quickly stood up. " MOM ARE YOU SERIOUS, I CANT KILL THIS BABY! " i yelled.

I grabbed my phone as she just sat and stared at me. surprised. She actually thought i would agree with her, she is crazy.

" i am not killing this baby, even if i did get raped and happened to get pregnant, i am keeping it. It is apart of me, and i cant believe you even considered asking me to do such a thing. " i spat at her.

She was quiet.

I was so angry. I walked out the door and dialed harry's number.

" hey babe everything okay? " he asked.

I sighed and shook my head. " can you come pick me up, i cant be near my mother right now. " i whispered into the phone.

I could hear him fumbling around and grabbing his keys.

" I'm on my way babe. " he whispered before hanging up.

I waited outside not daring to go back inside.

My mother has gone completely insane.

This was my baby.

How could she ask me to kill it?