Last First Kiss [ EDITING ]

Chapter Thirty-Seven

I felt my eyes flutter, it was dark. I was fully awake now. There was a small lamp on the side table, the tv in front of me was quiet. I slowly turned my head to the right of my bed, Harry was sitting in the chair sleeping. I had needles in my arms, I was in the hospital.

I remembered the events from yesterday. I pushed myself up with my elbows. I felt pain shoot through my lower back and my lower abdomen. I let out a small scream and breathed in an out. I gave up and fell back onto the pillows. I rested my hands over my stomach, I felt her move. She was okay?! Thank god! I thought to myself.

" babbee..." I heard a soft whisper. I turned to see Harry looking at me, his eyes barely open. His eyes shot open and he jumped out of the chair and sat next to me on the bed. He cupped my cheeks with his large hands and put his forehead against mine.

" your awake...your..your okay..I was so worried " he whispered. I placed my hand on his and brushed my lips against his.

" I love you " I whispered back to him. His lips pressed against mine as he kissed me, I missed those lips. I felt more relaxed after he slowly pulled away and looked at me.

" I love you too " he smiled and grabbed my hand. I heard the door open and we both looked at the doctor who walked in.

" your awake, that's good! How are you feeling? " he asked me with a warm smile.

" I'm in a little pain but nothing I can't handle, I am a little uncomfortable in this bed though " I told him the truth, I was used to my bed and this one was just ridiculously uncomfortable.

" alright, I will get you some medicine for that and don't worry you only need to stay for one more night, but if you need more pillows I can get you some " he smiled and waited for my answer.

" okay anyways the good news is that your baby is just fine, really healthy and you can leave tomorrow. " he paused and let me think about everything he said before he continued.

" the bad news is that you won't be able to walk around for about two weeks, you ripped a muscle in your uterus and it needs to heal, it will be painful but if you stay rested and take your medicine you will heal quickly, okay? " I nodded as I slowly took in all the words. This freaking sucked, I would have to live in my bed for two weeks. Great!

" thank you doctor " Harry whispered and I watched as he left the room.

" well this just freaking sucks! How do you expect me of all people to stay in a bed for two whole weeks! What if I have to pee? Or I'm hungry? " I started blabbering. I heard Harry laughing at my choice f words.

" babe don't worry, I will take care of you and your mom will help " he said as he kissed my forehead.

I closed my eyes and breathed out slowly.

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Harry was pushing me down the long hallway of the hospital. I was finally leaving. I waved goodbye to the women at the front desk, she was sweet.

We finally reached the range rover and I was getting a little nervous about having to climb inside. Harry opened the door and held out both arms, I grabbed onto him tightly. I braced myself for the pain as I slowly stood up.

" Harry..ow! " I screamed and fell back into the chair.

" are you okay? I'm sorry! Did we go to fast!? " Harry rushed his words. I grabbed his hand trying to calm him down.

"I can't stand up, it hurts to much" I whispered.

" okay I guess we will have to do this another way " he smiled as he wrapped his left arm under my arm and around my back and his right arm under my legs and lifted me up out of the chair. He set me down gently in the seat and looked at me. " are you comfortable? " he asked as he rests his hand on my thigh. I nodded and leaned in and kissed him. " thank you " I whispered. He smiled as he shut the door and grabbed the wheel chair and threw it in the backseat before he climbed into the driver seat and headed home.

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We pulled into the driveway and Harry grabbed my wheel chair and helped me out. I was starting to think he was enjoying this, he was trying to show off for me and I thought it was quite funny.

He opened the front door and pushed me inside. My mom ran over and gave me a hug.

" I'm so glad your okay! I wanted to come see you but I stayed like you told me too " she smiled and stood back up.

Then I saw Ashley walk into the living room. She had a guilty look on her face, she didn't smile.

" Ashley, this isn't your fault you know " I smiled towards her.

" how did you know I was thinking that? " she asked with a confused look.

I shook my head and laughed

" it's written all over your face " I watched as she sat down on the couch and looked at me.

" but it is, if I never would have gone to that stupid party and wasn't stupid enough to try and walk home in that storm you would be walking around your house and pain free, this is all my fault. " she had tears streaming down her face now and I felt even worse.

" I came to help you because everybody deserves a second chance Ashley, I know you never meant to hurt me and I forgive you for what you did but that's the past now and you needed help so I helped you, that's what friends are for " I motioned for her to come over to me, she stood up and walked over to me, I grabbed her hand and pulled her down and hugged her. I could feel her crying more but I didn't care, she was a sweet girl who just hung out with the wrong crowd.

" wait so what did she do to you? " I heard Harry ask. I mentally face palmed as I remembered I never told him about Ashley being their that night. And I couldn't lie to him about it, he knew when I was lying to him.

" well that night that all this happened " I pointed to my stomach hoping Harry would know what I meant..

" well Ashley was their, she was in the truck while they hurt me, she was drunk and she didn't know what to do, she wouldn't have been able to stop them all anyways. " I answered. Nothing. It was quiet. I knew this was going to happen. Harry was pissed, I just knew it.