Rooftop

A star chucked out of the galaxy

A/N

A second update on the same day!!!!

and the video to the side is the song 'Touch' by Troye Sivan.

The song kinda suits this chapter. So listen to the song while u read the chapter.

Enjoy!

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Alicia's P.O.V:

I entered the school and kept walking.I bumped into someone. Without even looking up, I pushed the person and kept walking , till I reached the washroom.

I was about to push the door open, when someone grabbed my arm forcefully.

Troy.

Perfect.

I had to see the most irritating person on this planet, right when I was having an emotional break down.

I look up, close my eyes and will back all my tears.

With a neutral face, I look at Troy.

"Please, not now. Just leave me alone."

I try to pull myself away from his tight grip. But his grip only tightened. He was looking at me closely.

"I asked you to fucking leave me alone" I try not shout.

"The...." he began.

"Just fuck off!!" I scream.

All the eyes landed on me and Troy let go of my hand.

I take in a deep breath.

"Thank you." I say.

He nods his head and walked away. Okaay...I kind of expected him to be angry......but he walked away, just like that.

I went into an empty stall and locked the door.

I sat on the floor , holding my head.

I didn't cry.

I just felt empty. I did not know what to do now....

Everything just seemed soo messed up.

I hated my life. 

Everything around me seemed so...worthless.

Yes , that the perfect word...... worthless.

Who am I living for?

For what reason am I living for?

I have nothing to look forward to..... I felt dead on the inside.

It is  as if my heart is beating just for the sake of it.

For the first time in my whole life, I felt so lonely. Even when I was forced to part fom my brother, I had a hope that he would forgive me. The only personwas him who I was living for. But now.....he does'nt even recognize me.

I felt like a lone star that has been kicked out of the galaxy.

But many people would say that this star has the freedom to go anywhere it wants, without having the worry to be pulled back . They would say that this star is finally out of the long line of stars, which are waiting for their turn to get out of the galaxy.

But I prefer waiting in the long line rather than getting out of the safety, being hurled into the darkness.

What most people don't realize is that only for some time will this star will enjoy its freedom.