The Race To Get You - Freddy x Bonnie

Chapter 21 - Who Cares?

Bonnie's P.O.V

"Just get out", I mumbled, he stood still, acting like his idiot self. The thing I can't forget was that I love this idiot. Sadly, he had the 'charm' of his brother, Gold, something I would be weak too. He didn't move, not even a reply.
"Well?...out." I hissed, yet again he remained to stay still. He gets his kicks from this? He finally moved closer by a tiny step, I started to growl beneath my breathe. He knew what he was doing.

I shaked cuddling the soft bear that resembled the guy taunting me. As much as I wanted to I didn't, this would be my first time! Being him, I know it wouldn't be. Thinking about that brought the thought of Chi dancing all over him back to my head. It hurt. It a hury lots. This is the first time! I felt I was going to just scream so loud he'd die before my eyes. He started to walk closer as his face grew more obscure with each step. He eventually came right to the distance of nearly face to face. I was no longer growling but found myself looking right to him with terror, I didn't want this, as much as my body did my would not.
"Y'know...its my first time too", He whispered, holding my shoulder while caressing my hair. I remained silent as the thought of opening my lips scared me he then began to speak again, " I really want to help you", he cooed while I shuddered to the soft tone and ring within his voice. I stood silent as his breathing was slow and silent yet deadly. His hand slowly caressing my hair and twirling it in a slow circle motion. I shivered yet again more, if possible. I wanted to stay away when, my body didn't. I finally looked him in the face as he returned from the nest he had created in my neck. I gave him an evil look while my eyes were full of terror and slight hatred.
"Get. OUT. NOW!!", I snapped, violently. He remained still and started to piss me off with his ignorant attitude.

I clung onto his bright white glowing collar and swung him out of my face.
"GET OUT YOU BLOODY TWAT!", I huffed, infuriatingly. I could see that glint hpin his eye which was going to calm me down but that turned when the thoughts of Chi had came back. I clung onto it again and lurched him out of my bedroom and very clearly scared him. I had slammed the door on his charming face as it shone with the float of rejection. I was scared, guilty but most of all confused, when was this going to finally be over? I needed my life back, this wasn't helping me, I'm nothing for him to be attracted to. I tell myself he has preference for others yet I'm not sure, my attitude was not helping, was I going to tell him? If so when, right now was the most horrible, frightening and...most thrilling moment in my entire life.