The Race To Get You - Freddy x Bonnie

Chapter 15 - Never Perfect

Bonnie's P.O.V

I was so scared. He clung on me for his life yet I still had no idea..he was sorry...I don't know what for...I kept still. My mouth was glued. I felt nothing but his body heat radiating on my body. Soon he look at me with his soaked eyes. He then passed me back...my notebook...I snatched it quickly and his it in my pocket. Please don't say he...
"I read it Bonnie...I...I only read half a page but...I don't know...you...I know you can't trust me and I want to be there for you..", He whimpered then started again "I really don't know what you've been doing lately but, I'm bewildered too.", He whispered.
"I...", I started, I felt horrible.

"Look, I don't know what any of this stuff lately has meant, y'know me, I'm questioning everything. I think I see what I really need", He slowly croaked "I need you...", He whispered, I lay there with him still on me. I was so taken back by everything...I still couldn't speak. I felt foolish.
"Before we do anything else let me just say this, I'm sorry for being a douche, I'm sorry I'm not there. I promise that I want to be there...because now I see...from everything, that night, your effort, that kiss, your touch..I love you.", He whispered, he said it. He really did. It was a dream. It must be. He looked at me like a lost puppy dog. His ocean eyes glowed, this was not a dream.

He had got up and pulled me up with him, he held my hand softly. I felt I could talk..but...this wasn't right. I haven't been brought up like this! I pulled back my hand, I couldn't help but stare at his eyes, so beautiful and gorgeo- NO THIS WAS WRONG! I turned around and looked up, I ignored him. This would fix everything. He can get something fantastic but me, forever will never be perfect. I held myself and heard weeping from behind me...

I had made him...cry? How weak. He's the boss, he should set example! How stupid...why should I feel bad? I shouldn't feel this. I quickly peaked at Freddy who had taken a step back and his head that was usually held high, it sunk low. I looked back...I wanted him but why. Why he want me? It was stupid. I then heard him walking away, slower, slower, slower...

He had stopped. Rain had began to flow from the sky, it just reminded me of his sad, sad face...I looked back to find he was staring at me. His face drained with water, tears and rain. I couldn't tell. He didn't care...hm...care... His eyes sparkled lighter than the sky, he didn't deserve this. Clyde didn't care, red hadn't either or either did Goldy...maybe...

Im normal. Is this normal? I was...normal.

I had made a horrible mistake! I ran to him and hugged him tightly. I needed him and he needed me. This was normal, I saw it now!!
"I DO TOO!! I...I LOVE YOU FREDERICK!!" I screeched, he had gotten surprised and we both fell down on eachother. I grabbed his face kissing each inch, every one a thought of him. He clung onto my head and we both kissed.

We wouldn't care who looked. We made each other happy. That's all we ever needed.

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A/N: most lightly gonna continue this tommorow okay cause this is basically just the start so there's a lot more cuddly stuff coming up for all you fans x3