Only you

Chapter 20

Danielle pov
   
 
    "Good morning love" I hear Ryan say and he comes closer and kisses me on the cheek. I'm at the kitchen counter eating my cereals
  "You feeling better?" I had nausea again this morning
  "Yeah, I'm feeling much better now. Thank you" he smiles and he takes the plate that I made for him.
  "Thank you, Ginger. You always take care of me" he says and starts eating his breakfast.
  "I know eggs with bacon is your favorite. And you don't eat it every day so I wanted to spoil you today" I say and he kisses my cheek
  "I love you. You know that?"
  "It's hard to forget it. You say that every day, all day"
  "I don't want to forget it. Never" I kiss him on the lips and the taste of eggs came to me. Nausea came to me and I run to the bathroom.
  "Baby are you ok?" I hear Ryan yell and I put my head over the toilet. I hate that feeling. Eggs are one of my favorite food and now every time I smell them or taste them I feel sick
  "Baby?" Ryan sits next to me and he caresses my back
  "I'm ok. The eggs start to bother me. I feel sick every time"
  "Do you need me to do something?" He asks and my heart melt. He is so sweet
  "Thanks love. I will be ok." I say and I wipe my mouth with toilet paper. I wash my mouth
  "You go eat your breakfast. Wash your teeth and then come kiss me again ok?" I say to him and he smiles.
  "You're sure?"
  "Yes go," I say and he leaves. I stay so while in the bathroom to see if I will throw up again and when I'm good I go back to the kitchen. Ryan has already eaten and washed the dishes. Aww, he did want to feel sick again.
  I make tea to drink and help with my nausea. I take the cup, out in little lemon and I start drinking. My phone rang and I see that is Amanda
  "Good morning Mandy"
  "Good morning Dany. Happy birthday"
  "Thank you. How are you?"
  "I'm great. We doing good with the show. I'm tired but I feel happy"
  "I'm happy for you. It was your dream and, perfectly, you living it"
  "Thanks. So how about you? How is Ryan? When you will come to meet him?"
  "Soon. I want to talk to you about something. I have also good news"
  "What is it?" She asks and I hear she is excited
  "The first is that we getting married. We don't know when but soon"
  "OMG, that's fantastic. Does he finally ask you? Alexis has told me that he is crazy about you and she waiting to propose to you"
  "Yeah, he did. He asked me a few days ago."
  "I'm happy for you. From what I hear is a great guy. If Alexis approves him I'm good" I laugh
  "Yes, she is excited too. But not only for the wedding"
  "For what else?" I take a deep breath and that time Ryan enter the kitchen
  "I'm pregnant Mandy. You will be going to be an aunt" I hear her scream through the phone and I pull it a little farther from my ear. Ryan giggles
  "Shut up. Really?"
  "Yes, really Mandy. That's the two good news I wanted to tell"
  "I'm so excited. OMG, you have to tell right away when you close the date for the wedding. I'm coming"
  "That's great. I'll tell you when we decided. But we talk about what sure will happen before my belly be too big"
  "You will look gorgeous"
  "Thanks"
  "This is the last week for the show. I hope you do the wedding before October"
  "I will tell. We don't know. The next weekend we will go see a place in a lake house. If we like it we will set a date"
  "Fantastic. I'm waiting."
  Of course, I will tell you when"
  "Dany?" she says
  "Yeah?"
  "You will tell mom and dad?" I look at Ryan and he smiles at me
  "Yeah. I know what they going to say. But at least they have to know that they will be grandparents"
  "True. Do you want to tell them something"
  "No Mandy it's fine. If they want to come they will come. You don't have to ask favor so they talk to me"
  "Ok. I'm with you no matter what you know that!"
  We talk a little more and then end the call
  "Well?" Ryan asks
  "She is excited. For the wedding and the baby."
  "I'll expect that. Just like Alexis" he says and he laughs
  "What?" I ask
  "You know that Alexis and Laura will take care of the baby more than us right?" I laugh and I think he is right
  "Yes, they were really exciting. He or she will spend more time with her than us" we both laugh and I got closer and I put my hand on his shoulders.
  "Ok. How about that kiss?" I say and he lifts me and puts me on the kitchen counter. I run my hands on his chest and abs and then I rest them on his waist pull him closer to me. He caresses my cheek and I lean to his touch
  "You are so beautiful Ginger. I'm the luckiest person in the world. I will never get bored" I smile
  "Thank you Ryan"
  "For what?"
  "With you, I can be myself."
  "You are a wonderful person baby. Inside and outside. I love you for what you are. You have one of the kindest souls I have ever met"
  "My God Ryan you have an innate talent for making those around you feel like you have known them for years. You make feel" I take a deep breath
  "With I feel like I'm home. You are my home. I'm lucky that I have and I mean that"
  "You are my home too. And I never want to leave you. I want to marry you, have our baby and then we make more babies. I will want you until my last breath" he says and he kisses me. Then he buried his face in my neck. He smells me and I shiver
  "Baby you smell great. You make me feel great. I'm addicted to you. I would like to wrap myself in you all day" he says and I smile.
  "What I will do without you," I say and I hold him closer.
  "You will be lost. Just like me" he says and he holds me. We look at each other and we smile. He caresses my cheeks and he touches his forehead with mine.
  "Really. Sometimes I wonder what I will do know if I never met you"
  "I don't know about you. But for me, I will still live with Alexis and I will still feel like I don't deserve love. You make me feel loved and important"
  "You are important to me. I don't think I can live without you. Fuck I don't want it. You are my everything" he says and he kisses me
  "I want all of you. Forever. Every day"
  "You have me." He leans to kiss me but we hear the bell
  "I think is Adam and Laura," I say and I get off the counter
  "They say yesterday that they will come for lunch. I guess they are here earlier" I say and we walk to the door.