Everlasting Love (completed & not edited)

7

While the guys was busy handling club matter and the two girls was busy filming. I was spending time with Gemma.

"have you and the guys talked more about things between you all?" she asked

"not lately. I mean I've hardly seen them. and what chance I do see them its not long enough to do anything but greet with a kiss then go about our day." I answered

"Would you change anything?" she asked

"you mean become official?" I asked

"be their old lady" she says

"I've thought plenty about it. but I wont nark or hound them over it. if they all want me or just some then they can come to me about it and we can discuss it then go from there" I tell her

"what if one of them knock you up and some of the others drop you?" she asked

"is there something going on that I haven't been made aware of?" I asked

she sighs and looks down.

"Gemma?" I asked

"Jax is engaged to a croweater" she says

"what the fuck?" I asked before I stood up right as the guys arrived back.

After the parked and got off their bikes. they looked at me and smiled before walking over to the picnic tables and went to kiss me which I allowed all but Jackson.

"is there something I should be made aware of ?" I asked as I looked at the guys

"and dont pussy foot around I want the truth and not horseshit lies" I say

Jax scuffed the bottom of his foot along the pavement as he avoided eye contact while the others didn't know what to say or do.

"is someone in a relationship that I wasn't told and I've been fucking a soon to be married man?" I asked

"I was gonna tell you" jax says

"when? huh?" I asked looking at him

When he didn't say anything I continued.

"was you gonna tell me after you married her and knocked me up or after you fucking ot her pregnant?" I asked

"I was gonna tell you today but the Mayans ordeal happened." he says

"How long was you seeing her & how long have you been engaged?" I asked

"two months" he says

"motherfucker." I all but screamed

I raked my fingers through my hair in frustration.

 the whole fucking time you've been fucking me . you've been in a relationship and didn't think that I should know. you thought you'd wait till what... a baby was brought into the mix to tell me" I say

"I'm sorry" he says

"right cause sorry always fixes shit. sorry always makes up for peoples fucking shit. no Jackson sorry dont do a motherfucking thing. you were in a relationship with some croweater or who ever the chick is and you were fucking me on the side." I tell him

He looks at me.

"she told me she's pregnant with my kid. and I want to do right by her and our child" he says

"then do it. but don't fucking make me your side piece cause I will fucking hurt you." I tell him

 before I walked off before I went fully off on his ass.