Everlasting Love (completed & not edited)

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When my wedding day came I was scared that none of my guys was gonna be there. I was scared that they fell out of love with me and had abandonship.

Even with Gemma standing there telling me that all four of them was out there waiting for me. I was thinking that its a lie, that they are far gone to be with someone they fell in love with while with me.

Gemma grabbed my face carefully and had me look at her.

"Listen to me ok." she says

I nodded my head

"Opie, Happy, Chibs, and Jax are all standing at the alter waiting for you to come out and marry them. yes, Jax fucked up with Wendy, but you and him both made up after fighting and talking it thru up till this point. you accepted them all him included so gather up your dress take a few deep breaths and walk out there to those men and make them yours." she says

I smiled while nodding my head.

Once she let go I did as she said. gathered up the bottom of my dress to a few deep breathes and walked out the door with her.

 I dropped my dress as I stood at the start of the Aisle and waited when the queue started I walked up the Ailse taking in all four of my loves. seeing them in simple black shirts with their Kutt of course. Opie had his hair in a bun, Jax was cut short and styled, Chibs's hair was combed back looking very dashing.& Happy looked very handsome. all four were wearing dark washed jeans and boots.

After the ceremony, we headed to the clubhouse where we decided to hold the reception since its the sons and what better way to celebrate than the sons of anarchy way.

me and my husbands sat close together and I confessed my fear.

"I was in the room with Gemma thinking that each and every single one of you were not gonna be at the wedding. I was scared that you all were gonna be gone off with someone that you fell in love with that you met and had been seeing while with me.  Then gemma gave me a firm talking to and set me straight." I confessed.

"Just because you had so-called lovers doing you wrong and shitty oesnt mean the rest of us was gonna abandon you when you was and still are there for us despite anything occurring in your life outside of being with us." Opie says

"thats right Lassie. We love you and we've always loved you from day one of knowing you. though during that time of first being with you we was lost in endless pussy until you committed to us and we committed to you. then we stayed as faith and as in love with you as a dog to their owner." Chibs says

"there isn't no way I'd ever meet someone who can handle my life and not be scared. you know what I do and you don't fear me. you know that we aren't perfect that we all make mistakes and fuck up. hell, we are labeled as criminals while you're basically a goody two shoes with a serious attitude that drives me wild and some dirty fucking kinks that I cant wait to do with you." Happy says

I smiled as I kissed them all three.

"I know I fucked up like I've said before. and I know that it seems that when shit with me started everything following for your life went to hell. and I do apologize for that. and yes we made up and talked it through. and I swore to you and our family and friends that me cheating or treating you how I did will never ever happen again. and when I stood at that alter with my three brothers waiting for you. I was hoping that you knew we were standing there waiting to take the huge step to link yourself fully to us legally. and that you understood we are in it for life" Jax says

I leaned close and kissed him before pulling back.

"Its a breath of fresh air to know that despite my fears of you all leaving me for good and I'd be on my own. that you were there waiting for me at the end of the Ailse waiting to make me yours and for me to make you all mine. and that you wanna be with me forever with no regrets at all" I tell them.

After we talked a bit more we took turns dancing before it was cake cutting time and the guys removed their kutts knowing things was gonna get rather messy.