Everlasting Love (completed & not edited)

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You wanna know what's really fucked up? 

It's when one of the guys you are to marry is fucking being an asshole motherfucker. and cheating on you like one of your exes had.

I had just gotten home from finding my wedding dress when Tig was sitting on the couch looking upset. when I asked him what was wrong that's when he spilled everything.

I didn't know what to say. cause I thought the horse shit was over with and that I'd at least have some faithful men in my life. but no that's not in the cards for me.

I said nothing as I went to hang up my dress in the downstairs hall closet in case I was never gonna be getting married. I could return it and leave town after selling a grand majority of my things and forget this whole place.

I went back and sat before him thinking of what I was gonna say and do.

When I went to talk someone knocked on the door so Happy went to let them in while I collected my thoughts.

"Hey do you have time to talk?" 

I looked up at Jax and shook my head.

"I can wait" he says

I gestured towards where the others was before turning my attention back to Tig.

"Tell everything Alexsander and don't leave anything unsaid. I want to know when you fell out of love with me and in love with who ever you've been fucking behind my back" I say to him

"it happened when we was using a guy as bairt to get what we needed for the club. since he was trying to fuck us over along with Hale's brother the mayor." he says

"alright." I say

"Jax hired an escort worker from Nero and we met them at the location where the whole ordeal was gonna take place. when they showed up I was stunned. I mean I couldn't believe that someone looking that that could be so beautiful. I forgot all about you which is shitty I will admit. and I do apologize for it all.  When the whole thing happened he and I decided to met up" Tig says

"wait he?" I asked

"well transgender," Alex says

"Oh." I replied

"Sicne that day we've hit it off and my love and affection for you and all I felt for you was replaced by new love and affection for her." he says

"how long was this?" I asked

"a month" he says

I shot up out of my seat and I went crazy. Happy and Opie had to hold me back.

"you fucking been cheating on me for a fucking month then had the damn balls to not only lie to my face but play me for a damn fool. when you could've been upfront when you fell out of love with me. you could have done like Gemma when she met Nero and told me straight up with no pussy footing around. but instead you pulled a Ima and hid it from me knowing damn well we was to marry." I seethed

"I'm sorry" he says

"what the fuck is it with the sons and the word sorry as if that fucking does any damn good?" I asked

when nothing was said and I calmed down a bit enough to sit down with Opie and Happy on either side of me. I looked at Alex watching him look heartbroken as if he was the one being mistreated and lied to.

"was you gonna stop our ceremony when it got to the objection part and confess this shit or was your ass buddy gonna fucking do it for you?" I asked

He shook his head.

"no what Alex?" I asked

"I wasn't gonna wait till the wedding" he says

"you just waited till it vastly approached before speaking about what ever their name is" I replied

"Venus" he says

"right now I dont give two fucks what the hell their name is. for all I care it could be shitface or barfbag." I tell him

"I'm moving out tonight" he says

"then get your shit and get the fuck out of my house. your no longer welcome here or around me. same for you little fuck buddy" I say

Alex nodded his head in understanding before he went to pack his shit.

"we need to talk. I know shits been fucked up for you but I have something very important to tell you and to confess" Jax says

"I dont think anything could change how my life is right now.so say what you are gonna say and be done with it" I tell him

"I'm in love with you." he says

I looked at him in disbelief.

" I know that it's a shitty thing for me to say with me breaking your heart by dating and getting engaged to the crow eater and I cant change my past. but I'm more than willing to make everything between us so much better if you except me back into your life how I was before things went to shit for you. I didn't go through with the marriage to Wendy. I called it off with her and I've been trying to find the courage to say what I want to say. and its took me a really long time to come up with what I had just said." he says

I feel like the world is fucking with me right now. like everything in my life is fucked up and nothing is going great.

" If you dont want to be with me after everything that has happened leading up to this point I fully understand. But if you let me and you accept me back. I will love you like should have loved you from day one. I will be by your side with my three brothers and I will show you how life isn't fucked up for you as it seems at the moment with the shit occurring in your life. that we are the only ones you need and that if given the change I will do wall I can to make you happy" he says