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Lonely Falling - A Poem to Sapnap

Made this a while back. It focuses around Snapmap but it's vauge. btw i love sapnap angst so yeah, enjoy :) 

tw/none i think (let me know in the comments if there is)

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My feet take me away, try to lead me away, fail to.

The fire beneath me doesn't strangle me, gives me a chance to fight.

Embers and flames fight the fairest battle I've had since I was two and with my mother, a silent reminder of the person I was, the person my family was proud of.

Dream will be fine.

Karl will be fine.

George will be fine.

Wilbur will be fine.

Techno will be fine.

Skeppy will be fine.

Bad will be fine.

Tommy will be fine.

Tubbo will be fine.

Niki will be fine.

Quackity will be fine.

Schaltt will be fine.

Fundy will be fine.

Sam will be fine.

Ponk will be fine.

Purple will be fine.

Punz will be fine.

Phil will be fine

Everyone will be fine.

Except me.

I'm falling.

I like falling.

You can only fall when you want to fly.

I used to be able to fly.

Back when I was a kid I could close my eyes, spread my invisible wings, and soar higher.

Higher and higher until I start falling.

Down.

Down.

Down.

It's lonely falling.

I've been falling this entire time.

Everyone leaves.

Not anymore.

I wished I accepted Dream's request to run.

Run away.

Far, far away.

It's too late.

I drop to my knees, clumps of loneliness cover me, coating my mind and body.

People talk and talk and talk but don't do anything, can't do anything.

Can't breathe, I'm falling, down, down, down.

I want to be saved.

Maybe this is how I'm saved.

I like loneliness.

It makes me feel something, like a person.

I'm not a person, not anymore.

I've given up too much, succumbed to darkness, turned into a monster, a shell of the boy I used to be, broken tears and smiles.

Screams and yells echo, locked in my head, turning to clouds of dust sweeping my mind.

Everything will be ok.

I will be ok.

I will be able to fly and fall and laugh and do whatever I want now.

They will be safe, they'll be sad, they'll move on.

I will finally be happy.

I'll save them.

I'll save them while saving myself.