They are leaving me as everyone else has, I'm being left alone in this dark room again.
I'm reaching out, hoping to convince them to stay and give me a chance.
But I stop myself halfway, remembering everyone who left despite how much I tried.
I begin to see their silhouettes disappear, as they walk into an opened door and it shuts.
And once again I am alone in this room, tears run down my face and as my heart begins to crumble.
I fall down to my knees and cry.
and thoughts begin to cloud my mind
How many times do I have to be here?
Am I to blame for them leaving?
Have I not done enough?
What did I do wrong?
Am I that unlovable?
I gave them my trust in ways I could never give someone else,
I said my darkest of secrets and cared for them the way I should've.
So why
Why am I alone again?
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The Diaries and Poems Of a Lost Person
PoetryI have by no means to get any growing attention on this. But I have no other way of speaking my emotions. I am locked in my own shell and the cell holds no lock. I hope that with this, I can create a lock and a key. So that I can finally begin to es...
