Bangtan, Baby

Chapter 44

March

Soo Ra's POV:

It was already March, I was 6 months pregnant now and it was definitely visible right now. Before, you could only see my belly if I wore a tight shirt, now I couldn't even hide it in a big sweater. 

But even though my belly grew, I still couldn't stop working with the guys. I didn't dance as much anymore, but I still instructed the guys. Yoongi wasn't really happy with the fact that I still worked, but as long as I didn't do to much, he wouldn't complain.

"Annyeong everyone!!" I greeted them as I entered the studio in my sports outfit. "Hello Minah!" I greeted my co-worker. We were working together so I could teach her what I knew so she could replace me in the time I would be gone because of my pregnancy.

"Woah!! Your belly grow a lot lately!" Minah exclaimed while greeting me. "I know right? She even started to kick me already!" I said and gave her a hug. "Soo Ra!!" Jungkook ran to me and gave me a careful hug.

"We still miss you at our dorm noona!" Jungkook said as he let me go out of his embrace. "But I visit you often?" I looked at him with one eyebrow raised. "I know, but still..." Jungkook pouted for a second but then laughed again.

"Everyone ready?" I asked them after a few minutes and they all nodded and walked to the centre of the studio. "Today we will practice the dances for the upcoming award show." I told them and we began.

Within two days, there will be held an award show here in Seoul and on the evening itself, the nominations would be announced. The boys were practicing for two hours and I anticipated as I felt good enough to do so. "Alright guys, let's take a break." I shouted and they all sighed as a relief.

They grabbed some water and sat down on the floor. "You're doing all great guys!!" I complimented them and they all smiled. "Thanks Soo Ra! How are you and that bean doing?" Jin asked me. "Yeah, tell us!" Tae shouted dorky.

"We're both doing fine. Luckily I'm barely nauseous, bu.." I wanted to continue, but suddenly I felt a kick, followed by a sting in my stomach. With my hands I hold my belly and tried to get my breathing right.

As nothing worked and the pain kept going on, I excused myself and went to Yoongi's studio to lie down on his couch. As I lied down for a few minutes, I felt the sting go away eventually. Suddenly the door of the studio opened and Yoongi walked in.

"Are you fine jagi?" He sweetly asked me. "Yes, it's already better now." I said as I sat straight again. "Soo Ra..." Yoongi sighed and I questioned what he would worry about again. "I think you should stop working by now." Yoongi said and I rolled my eyes at his statement.

"But why? I can still work." I asked him offendedly. "Are you sure? You just got a hefty sting." Yoongi responded with an sarcastic tone at the first sentence. "True, but it's over already. I'm fine now." I sighed. "Yes, but what if it happens more often? I don't want it to affect our baby." Yoongi stated with worry in his eyes.

"I appreciate your care, but ain't I the one who's carrying this baby?" I started to get annoyed by his over-worrying now. "Of course you are, but it is my child as well, and I don't want anything to happen with it." I noticed that Yoongi got annoyed as well. This won't be good.

"So you're saying I'm not careful enough?" I rolled my eyes and looked at him. "I'm not saying that. I just want you to get a little more rest." Yoongi called out his worry again, which made me even more annoyed.

"Yoongi, I'm the one who carries her, so I know how the baby and I feel, not you!" I raised my voice a bit more to let him notice that I was getting sick of this. "Please just listen to me for once!" Yoongi put up his harsh voice, but won't raise it.

"Yoongi, I listen to you every time when you tell me to take it easier. When you ask me to not lift "heavy" things. When you tell me to not carry to much stuff and more like this." I almost shouted as I raged at him, yet he gave me the silent treatment.

"I'm getting sick of this. You're overreacting has gotten out of control Yoongi, stop it!" I sighed as I stood up and walked towards the door. I really didn't want to be in a room with someone who doesn't understand me.

Before I walked out, I could see the disappointment in his eyes, but at this moment I couldn't care. I turned around and opened the door. But before I closed the door I could hear Yoongi say one thing in a angry tone. "Aish...selfish woman."

The last words from Yoongi were stuck in my head the whole time. Am I really that selfish?. I sighed but tried to let it go for now as I still had two hours to go with the guys. I got back in the studio and saw that Aera also arrived to watch the guys.

"Soo Ra! I heard you had some pain, how are you now?" Aera asked worriedly. "Hey, I'm fine now. Thanks." I shortly said as I gave her a quick hug. "Soo Ra...are you okay? You seem a bit off." Aera asked me but I smiled it away. "Just hormones."

"Where did you left Yoongi hyung?" Jimin asked as he came to us. "I guess he is in hi..." I wanted to say, but got interrupted by the studio door being opened. Yoongi entered and looked at me with a blank face before walking straight to the guys.

"Soo Ra, is there trouble in paradise?" Hoseok suddenly asked me. "No, why would you say that?" I lied to him as I didn't want to talk about it yet. "Normally he would stick by your side when something was off, but now he doesn't even look at you." Hoseok figured out.

"It'll be alright Hobi. Just let us figure this out ourselves, okay?" I asked him with a small smile. "Alright. Just know that I'm only a phone call away." Hoseok said and gave me a hug. "Oh, and please know that Yoongi loves you a lot, and your child too." Hoseok said before going back to the boys.

Hoseoks words made think a lot through the rest of the day. I know Yoongi loves me and our child so much, but that isn't a reason to go this far in overreacting. Or am I the one who's complaining over nothing? I don't know anymore...