All Of Me (Peter Parker x Reader)

Chapter 44

"Hey, it's Tony here, again. Oh god, where to start... Well, it's been about a week since (y/n) got her emotions back. It's a, uh, change, for sure. She's different. She still thinks it's a bad difference, I think she just needs time to adjust. But right now, everything she's feeling is just proving what she thought when she didn't have feelings. She's kinda skittish, and careful around everything she does. She's feeling too much in too little a time span with the emotional maturity of a four year old. That basically means there's a lot of crying right now. Any emotion she can't understand usually results in tears. God, I wonder how Kate made it through her toddler years. Kate! I almost forgot. She's been spending half of her time wandering the estate and being with (y/n). They seem to be adjusting to each other ok, but (y/n) is still a bit weary. Kate's health is improving slowly, and she takes a lot of naps to build back her strength. There was a problem where she accidentally ate too much and threw up in the bathroom, but we figured it out now... DUMB-E, not right no-"

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"We decided to keep (y/n) from going to school until Wednesday since we don't want her thrown to the wolves just yet. I changed one of her classes and gave her some psychology ones. Hopefully, they'll help her with everything she's going through, and I'm looking to hire a therapist for her, and Kate as well. They'll need it. I'm trying to find one that can accommodate our... special circumstances. (Y/n) is starting to notice changes in her environment. Says that colors are brighter, and that food tastes better or worse. Yesterday, she almost spit out her grape juice because she said it was more bitter than she was used to. Still loves (f/f) though. Peter came in today and trained with her. I think it's the most normal she's felt in days. There was a little mishap when Peter almost landed a hit on her and she freaked out because she got scared, and we told her that she was just startled, and that all turned into a mini-lesson. Having Peter there seemed to help, being able to talk. She was always reserved, and I wonder if it'll stick when she gets out in the real world again,"

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"We're all worried now. Signs of anxiety, slight paranoia, PTSD, and some others are popping up left and right. Panic attacks in the bathroom, constantly thinking she's being followed, second-guessing simple choices, even talking to people she already knows because she thinks she'll say the wrong thing and hurt our feelings. She went back to school, and things aren't the best, but we all knew it wasn't going to be all cupcakes and rainbows. First day back, she had a panic attack in the girls' bathroom, and MJ had to call us. The next day, she got into a fight with this Flash kid I've heard Peter talk about. Knocked him out with one punch too- But that's not important right now. POINT IS, that we're dealing with everything as best as we can. But as dismal as everything is, it's not all bad. (Y/n) learned that she stress cleans, likes flying and heights, and stuff like that. MJ spent the day with her after her panic attacks, and she also likes drawing! That's a plus! At least someone in this house can find a HAPPY AND HEALTHY HOBBY TO LIVE FOR... Ha, Pepper's rolling her eyes,"

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(Y/n) sat with Peter on his bed with a pair of headphones on. It was connected to his computer, where Peter had a list of songs from youtube lined up for him to play. (Y/n) never really listened to music before, but after listening to a song on a crowded city bus and liking it, she wanted to give it a try. After warning her that music tended to make people feel... anything, he instantly set everything up. It was a simple process. Peter would play a song for a minute and (y/n) would decide if she liked it or not.

"Mmmm.... No," she said after ten seconds.

"Ok," he said, moving on.

He watched her face, trying to get a picture of what she was feeling. They hadn't run into any magic problems, but it made (y/n) guilty whenever she accidentally broke anything, so he wanted to prevent it as much as possible. That, and Peter couldn't help but notice how perfectly the sunlight hit her from behind as she sat on his bed in a relaxed manner.