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BABY!!
BOY!!
ARI'ES DIOR
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'What happened" Armon asked as we sat in longhorn waiting for our food.
'So as you know my momma went to yall parents house or whatever and she tired to come get me but Ian wanna go... y'all already knew all the stuff that she had went through when she got put out.. Ian feel like I should surround my self around them
So I was irritated cause my momma was trynna sugar code shit and make it seem like everything was sugar and spice and Ian like that. You could say I was kinda being disrespectful I'll admit it but it was out of emotions.
It's like she wanna forgive them for the shit they did.. they wanted her to kill me but she wouldn't so they hated her because she messed up their perfect family image. So they kicked her out before any one could find out about her being pregnant.
You were 4 when my momma was kicked out.. that's the main reason... it was because she had had a child but they were in the wrong regardless" I spoke
He nodded his head
'But when my mom was saying some bull shit and had me thinking about everything she told me it made me cry.. but that's not why I got into the fight it was mikey fault...
'I knew he was messing with the girl but I didn't know until the day I left with him"
'So when ole girl come in" he spoke
'So I got my stuff to leave when the bell rung and like always I'm the last one out every time.. so ole girl come in the class room and was like "you fucking with Mikey" and I wasn't really tripping about it but the tone in her voice was just irritating so I told her to mind hers
'And she garbed my arm and was like "Youn hear me talking to you" and I yanked my arm back and was about to walk away then she pushed me and we started fighting then her friends tried to jump me but failed" I shrugged
'How you find out about the girl" he asked
'Okay so when he picked me up we went back to his house" I said
'Mmcht"
'When we got there we took a nap or whatever and it was cool n some mo.. we woke up and ate then he got on the game which I didn't mind at all"
Then his phone started going off repeatedly... mind you I went to sleep first then he was like answer that for me and it was ole girl texting him
I acted like I didn't answer it but I did I had read the messages and they were from that day and basically it was saying that after I went have he was gonna go get her again.. I act like nothing was wrong and when he dropped me off I blocked him and haven't talk to him since" I spoke
He nodded his head
'I wasn't even mad at the fact that he was talking to another female cause we aren't together but it's the fact that he kissed on her then me.. I've never took him as the type of person to do that but ig I was wrong" I shrugged
'Soo basically you fighting over a Nigga" he raised his eyebrow
'No I'm not fighting over no nigga It's just the fact that she thought she could disrespect and put her hands on me I'm not a jealous person but I don't play about respect" I said
'And if the rolls were reversed like me and Mikey was together and he was cheating even if the girl knew about our relationship im not gonna confront her im gonna confront him because he knows right from wrong" I shrugged
'Hmmm" he hummed
'Man fuck is you being so nonchalant for" I laughed
'What am I supposed to say let's go shoot up the nigga car" he straight faced me
'Yeah....." I sighed
'Girl Ian going to the fag house fa you and his car to fye fa that" he shrugged
'You ain't shit" I laughed as out food came out
..............
Ian beefin wit all these niggas don't even mention me, they gone kill me if they can no need fa dissing come get rid of me I'm grown imma man I told em ain't no time fa sympathy I been holdin' all these bands I don't give a fuck bout who not feelin' me Or into me, intimate, not no consistency She ain't into me, yeah Havin' you, you don't know what it meant to me It ain't get to me, nah, every time that you said you ain't shit to me Even though you meant the world to me Goin' straight even though you curvin' me I ain't worried 'bout all that courtesy Heart on top my shoulder now I'ma sleep on top Burberry sheets Can't take no pill but I'm rollin' now Can't drink no lean but I'm focused now Can't smoke no dope but I'm loaded now Can't tote no gun but I'm strapped right now Lil top on top of the map right now Been dead but nigga I'm back right now Keepin' this shit on track right now I don't take no Adderall Pure washing make my feelings dissolve Phone ring, I decline that call Where its trouble, I get back with y'all My hair hang on top my eyes, it fall Through the rain, I'm seeing through all this fog" I sung
I was in the shower I was home alone
The plan was for my mom to go on a vacation with them people and take me with her a family vacation at that. Everybody was gone but me.
And I was okay with that. I've been here before just with more people surrounded. I don't know what's been going on with me lately. I've been all over the place, grades slipping, disrespectful and hurtful things slipping out, cutting myself.
I'm not okay and I'm noticing that now. I thought Mikey coming back would do some justice but it's not. But it's not a bad thing that he's back.
