DEAR BULLY

Chapter 16

I woke up to cam sleeping peacefully I didn't want to wake her I sat up and put on my draws and some shorts I checked on her again and she had turned the other way last night was pretty amazing I was thinking of poping the question but I don't have a job or a college degree but college starts in a few months and when I finish I'll ask her then I know she will say yes she wants to go to Yale she got accepted and I got accepted into Yale aswell but also Vanderbilt I don't know with one I'm gonna choose I think if cam goes to Yale I'm gonna go to Yale I walked in the kitchen and opened the fridge nothing so I called housekeeping to bring us something to eat I walked outside and sat in chair and looked on the beach I kinda wanna be a doctor but that takes 4 years of college 4 years medical school and 2 my resadentay{ I hope I spelled that right} thats 10 years of not being able to marry cam but im smart im olny 18 and cam is 17 I think she doesn't wanna be a surgeon now I think she wants to be a lawyer because she stays watching law and order and Matlock but we could still get married while im in school I felt a presence sit next to me

"are you okay you look pretty deep in thought", she said smiling

"umm just thinking about our future and college", I said looking at her she got quiet and then said

"I got accepted into yale I really wannna be a lawyer now and I already applied and got in", she said on one breath well damn college startes in like two months

"I think imma go to Vanderbilt for their medical school", I said rubbing my eyes "and they already have me registered and everything".

"but you got accepted into yale right", she asked wiping her face from her tears I nodded "so why not go there", she asked looking in my eyes

"I dont know I already said I was going to Vanderbilt but that doesn't mean anything we can still be together", I said taking her hand she shook her head no "what", I asked confused

"I would rather us go to college and not be together than be together and have a long distance relationship and when you come home or something we can be together get married and have little ones", she said smiling I guess she was right

"but I dont wanna think about that right now", I said kissing her I herd movement in the house and walked in they were cooking us something to eat I smiled and when they got done we ate and started to pack up the funeral for my mom was tomorrow I wasnt ready but I have to I put the stuff in the boat and we rode back to the airport we reached home and cam was unpacking I walked in and she was crying

"babe whats wrong", I said wrapping my arms around her waist

"I just dont wanna loose you I mean you could find a prettier girl and fall in love with her and never see me again", she said hugging me I sighed and pulled her closer

"baby I could never find someone prettier than you or love another girl more than you and we will still talk on the phone and txt im not going anywhere baby", I said rubbing her back she smiled and wiped her tears

"im overreacting arnt I", she said laughing

"nooo I like that you dont want to loose me and I love the fact that you can cry infront of me and tell me how you feel", I said getting her hair out of her face she smiled and kissed me I pulled away and mu phone started ringing it was my aunt "hello......heyy.....yeah I know....you dont have to remind me tomorrow at 12....okay bye", I hung up and rolled my eyes and sat on the bed and ran my hands over my hair and leaned back

"are you okay", she asked me I looked at her and she had a concered look on her face I looked up at the ceiling thinking why did he have to take my mom I mean we weren't always on good terms and I never got to say goodbye I miss my mom good thing I have cam because if I didnt I dont know what I would do "trey do you need anything", she said walking towards me I turned on my stomach im not in the mood I herd the door close and I dozed off