𝘋𝘰𝘨 𝘋𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘖𝘷𝘦𝘳 | 𝘑𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘺𝘺𝘩 𝘧𝘧

𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯

Over the the next couple of weeks, Jimin and Seokjin called and texted nearly every day. Finally, Jimin felt like there was someone permanent in his life. He knew that all this time, Seokjin had cared and worried for him. Despite the fact that he wasn't there physically, Jin was always there for Jimin and always had been. But now the question he was asking himself ids if e felt the same way about the others. Though he had always felt the same way about them before, now he wasn't so sure. They all knew that in leaving him that he would be completely alone and that he would be the only one out of them all that had absolutely nothing left. But at the same time, was that viewing everything selfishly? He never actually really knew what was going on with them. He wishes that they had spoken to him about everything, that he could've helped. And maybe then he wouldn't resent them so much. 

Eventually, they had scheduled another meeting at the hospital because Jin said that he had something important to discuss with Jimin. 

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Today was the day, Seokjin was coming to tell him this big news that he was talking about. There were very few times that Jin had been this serious. The first was when someone *cough* Taehyung *cough* had spilled a drink on his carpet when he had just bought his first apartment, the second being when the boys had accidentally invited themselves over to his house and he was having an argument with his father. Which leads me to my last point, when Jin had to leave for the US. And this defiantly worried about what he was going to say since he was never usually this serious. 

Jimin tried to brush these feelings aside as he pulled on his black jeans and a plain white shirt. He preferred to dress quite simply, he though that it looked clean and professional. 

He stood in front of the mirror for a few seconds just staring at his features. Have you ever looked at a word for so long that it just looks wrong? It was that feeling. Its not that he particularly didn't like his features but more that the more that he looked at it, the more odd it looked. 

He wasn't going to get breakfast today, he knew that he should eat but he had this nauseating feeling in his stomach. His anxiety levels were skyrocketing by the minute that it grew closer to this 'big news' being announced. He thought that if he were to eat anything he may just throw it all back up. 

Jimin had purposely picked this day because he knew that it was his mother's friend's birthday which would mean that she would be out and if she came to see him it would be very late. Of course, she didn't randomly come to see him much. She just wasn't there much in general. Though Jin wouldn't say what his mother said to him a couple of weeks before, Jimin knew that it was anything but good. Seokjin is a very outgoing, loud, proud person but in contrast: his mother is an old-fashioned, private, quiet person. The two didn't get on the moment they met. It probably was because Jimin was starting to see Seokjin in almost a paternal way. Who was there when Jimin had a cold to take care of him? Jin. Who went to the school to complain about Jimin's bullies and threaten to speak to safeguard if they did nothing about it? Jin. Who was the one who he could turn to when he had a question or an issue? Jin. Seokjin was always the one he could and would go to without fear of being judged and his mother hated that. 

Jin arrived at Jimin's room just as he was sat on his phone waiting. He was wearing a white t-shirt with a fleece black jumper with golden buttons over the top of it and some grey jeans.  

"Good morning Jiminie, how have you been?" Jin asked as he immediately made himself at home and sat down on Jimin's bed.

"Quite well hyung, and you?" Jimin replied politely, the way he spoke to Jin would always be formal to start with but then he would be more casual later on in the conversation. Seokjin had just gotten use to it at this point.