The Ambassador's Daughter

Free Will

"Jimin . . ." I was stunned by his words.

"But it is not working, fool-child. It is not working."

I placed my hand on his cheek and wiped the tears away. To think all this time he was fighting his feelings for me--not allowing himself to love me. We were two of a kind. I was a doll and he was a puppet unable to love who he wanted to love. Joseon was his puppetmaster. He needed freedom just as much as I did.

"Make love to me, Jimin. Make me yours.

"I cannot take your honor. We can never be together."

"Do not say that!" I began to cry. "Let go of the world we know. Be free with me. Be a fool with me."

He shook his head. "I cannot do that to you. I cannot ruin you."

"The only way you will ruin me is if you continue to reject me, Jimin. Your unkind words tear at my heart. You wound me with every ounce of loathing you spew."

"I am so sorry, Flora," he shook his head.

"Please, Jimin! Let yourself fall. I am falling, too. Let us fall in love together."

"I can only let myself fall if you can be my wife, but we cannot marry. It is not allowed."

"Jimin, I chose Jeju Island for a reason. I want to be free. I want to be equal. I do not wish to become a silent, obedient Joseon wife."

"I have no desire to change you, Flora. I want you as you are."

"Then take me as I am. Make me your wife by making love to me. And I will make you my husband."

Jimin smashed his lips down onto mine, then suddenly picked me up and carried me over to my blanket, his lips locked on mine. He broke from the kiss to lay me down on one side of it, then laid down right next to me, wrapping the loose end of the blanket over the both of us.

"Oh, my sweet fool-child," he uttered under his breath.

He kissed me on the cheek and began to trail his lips down my neck. I unwrapped my chest band the rest of the way as he began to remove the rest of my undergarments. He paused upon seeing my breasts and brought his hand up to touch them softly.

"You are so beautiful."

He kissed the tops of my breasts, then brought his soft lips to my right nipple as he went back to removing my undergarments. I closed my eyes, held him to my breast, and gasped at the delightful sensation. He switched sides, kissing my left nipple, then sucking it into his mouth. Upon stripping me fully naked, he brought his lips to mine and his warm hand to my slick folds.

Jimin touched me so delicately. He was so gentle. It was an almost teasing sensation. I could feel myself getting soaking wet for him as he lovingly touched me. He then moved his fingers deeper between my legs as he slipped his tongue into my mouth. My hips instinctually rocked back and forth, my core yearning for his touch. Moans started to escape my mouth, reacting to the wonderful sensation building stronger and stronger, and he took it as his signal to undress.

His warm, naked body hovered over mine and I spread my legs for him, remembering my mother's words that it might hurt. I felt the heat from his member as it brushed against me. Jimin looked me in the eyes and kissed me softly all over my face, bringing his lips back to mine before pulling back and asking.

"Are you sure? There is no going back once we start."

"Set me free, Jimin. Set me free with your love."

Jimin pressed his shaft into my slippery folds and slid it up and down them, getting it wet. He then held his cock at my entrance and I felt the tip teasing it. He pushed in just a little. It hurt already. He used his fingers to adjust me, opening up my entrance a little more. He then pushed further into me, grunting. I gasped.