What Happened To Forever?[Currently Editing]

Chapter 17 I'm Pregnant..

Christians P.O.V.

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"Okay Ruth I Think We've Taken A Ton Of Pictures Already."

"But Dylan!........ Fine........ Let's Go, I'm Hungry!" Said Ruth Changing Attitudes.

I Pick Up My Jacket Heading Towards The Car. I Realize That I Left My Keys With Her. One Thing To Always Remember, Never Let Your Girl Have The Keys. Now I Have To Fight For Them Until I Agree What She Wants. Ruth Is In The Car, With The Keys. I Run To The Other-Side Of The Car Trying To Open The Door.

"Ruth, C'mon Open The Door!" I Say As I Whine.

"Haha Nope! Sorry, Try Again."

"Okay What Do You Want And Hurry Up It's Freezing Out Here." She Takes Her Time Thinking. Man, Next Time I'll Remember To Walk To The Park Instead Of Driving. By The Way It's 8 In The Morning, Crazy Right?

Moments After Ruth Had Not Said A Word. She Sat There As If She Got What She Most Desired. You Know How Someone Just Has A Great, Amazing Feeling Like They Can Read, Jump, Fly, That's Just Out Of This World And Having Their Face Expression Show It. Well That's Her Right Now. She Unlocks The Car Smiling. Whatever She's Wanting, I Ain't Paying. I Get In Just Looking At Her Smiling As She Gazed At The Most Beautiful Sun Rise. Not Like Any Other Day That Has Passed Can You Find A Day Or Feeling Like This Cause It's Only Experienced One-In- A-Lifetime. Though, You May Have An Exact Feeling On A DifferentDay Like You Just Lived A Dream, A Day Once Again. It Won't Be The Same As It Was Before.

"Ruth, Honey? Everything Alright?" I Say In A Calm Voice. She Remains The Same. I Know I Did Nothing Wrong To Piss Her Off This Time Just So She Could Ignore Me.

"Yeah, It's Definitely Alright. I Love You." Said Ruth Replying.

After Five Seconds That It Took Me I Was Shocked. She Loves Me? Wow, On The Inside I'm Just Wanting To Scream, But I Know I Just Can't Sit Here And Not Say Anything Back To Her.

"I Know That I've Never Told You, But Here I Am With A True Feeling Telling You That I Love You. I Wanted To Say Something Before, But I Didn't Know How. When It Comes To Love It's Difficult To Handle----" Before She Could Say Anything Else, I Cut Her Off. I Know That If I Have Her Finishing What She Has To Say, She'll Feel Sad And When She Feels Sad, She'll Cry.

"Stop, I Know What You're Meaning. I Love You Too. You Don't Have To Force Yourself To Tell Me Anything, Okay?" I Say.

Without Another Word From Her, She Firmly Starts The Car. Did I Say Something Wrong? I Hope Not.

Ruth's P.O.V.

Just Tell Him, It Won't Be Bad. I Tell Myself. After Moments Ago After We Arrived Home From The Park, I've Been Going Insane Here. The Reason Why, Is Well I'm Pregnant. I Found Out Yesterday And I Have No Idea How I'm Going To Tell Dylan I'm Having A Baby. I Wanted To Tell Him While We Were In The Car, But Something Came Over Me And I Just Didn't Want To Say Anything. I Can Just Stay In My Room For Nine Months And Say I Never Noticed I Was Pregnant And A Child Appeared. Oh Jeez, That Sounds Better Than Telling Your Man That Your Having His Child. I Have To Tell Him Today, Somehow?

"Ruth, Babe, Hey Ruth!" Dylan Hollers From Downstairs. Oh Goodness, Maybe He Suspected Something About Me. What If He Knows. Oh Shoot, It's Gonna Down Hill From Here.

"Ruth, Did You Not Hear Me Call You? I'm Going Out, Do You Need Anything? Is Everything Alright?" I Was Startled When He Walked In And Why Would I Need Anything. I Look Over At Him And He Has His Head Peeking Through The Door. He Doesn't Know Yet Idiot.

"Right, I'm Such An Idiot." I Lay My Hand On My Head Knowing That He Doesn't Have Any Clue.

"Uh, Why Would You Be An Idiot? Ruth, Something Is Going On Here." Oh Shoot, I Just Had To Open Up My Mouth. He Opens The Door More As He Walks In. What Excuse Do I Have This Time.

"Oh, Uh, I Just, I Just Was Thinking About Some Things.... For.. Tonight."
I Lied.

"Oh Yeah, Like What?" Said Dylan Crossing His Arms. Shoot, What Am I Suppose To Say Now. I Have To Make Up A Good Lie To Get Out Of This One. Gosh, With Dylan Just Starring Makes It's Only Harder To Think. I Quickly Come Up With A Lie, I Wasn't Exactly Sure What Came Out Of My Mouth Either When Dylan Just Laughed.

"Dinner?...... Yeah Dinner. I'm Making Dinner Tonight." I Said.

"Haha, You're Making Dinner? I'll Order Pizza When The Food Is All Burnt Up. Well I'm Heading Out, See You Tonight Babe." He Quickly Kisses Me On The Forehead And Heads Out The Door. I Don't Have Any Idea On How I'll Make Dinner Tonight. It's Only 4:15p.m. Surely I'll Come Up With Something. I Switch The TV On Watching An Old Show Called Full House.

As I'm Watching, I Noticed That Becky, One Of The People On The Show, She's Pregnant And She Prepares A Meal For Jesse. I Liked The Idea Of How She Prepared The Dinner For Both Of Them, Then Giving Him The News. Maybe, Just Maybe I Can Do The Exact Same Thing, But A Little Different. The More Ideas I Get, The More Exciting I'm Becoming. I Just Can't Wait To Tell Him. Oh Boy, I'm Nervous And He's Not Even Here. I'm Going To Be Loosing My Mind.

Speaking Of Dinner, I'm Getting Hungry. I Quickly Run Down To The Kitchen For A Quick Snack. Meanwhile, I Could See What I Could Make For Dinner. By The Looks Of It There Will Be Mac N' Cheese. Nothing Says More Like A Cheesy Dinner. As I Look One Last Time, I Find Spaghetti. My Favorite! This Shall Be Good.

Imma Make Spaghetti And That's All I Have. Can You Actually Believe I'm Pregnant? I'm Still Surprised For Myself. I'm Feeling Amazing! I Just Don't Want Anything To Be Ruined Today.

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"Hey Babe, I'm Home!" He's Home. Oh Boy, Oh Boy, Oh Boy! I'm Not Dressed Right, I've Spent The Whole Time Cooking. I Heard Dylan Speaking To Someone. Something About Asking ME Something? Oh Shoot! What If He Already Knows! I Immediately Panic And Start Knocking Things Down.

"Um, Um I'm In The Kitchen. Just-Hold On A Sec." After That I Starting Feeling A Bit Of Pain. I Don't Know What It Could Lead To.

"Hey! Foods Done, Just Let Me Get Dressed, Okay?" I Kissed His Soft Lips And Took Off.

I Look Through My Closet Just Picking A Nice Outfit. I Seriously Don't Know What To Wear At An Occasion Like This. I Just Pick Out A White T-Shirt And Dark Blue Jeans With My Converse. I Know It's Not What A Girlie Girl Would Wear But Hey, This Is My Thing, Not Theirs. I Quickly Brush Through My Hair And Head Downstairs.

"Hey You! You Must Be Dylan's Girl! He's Talked So Much About You, It's Like Your His Whole World. FINALLY I Get To Meet You! I'm Diana By The Way. See You Around."

What The Heck Just Happened? Where Did She Come From? I Run To Find Dylan, It Would've Been Nice If I Was Notified That He Was Bringing Guest! Like About Eight Of Them Showed Up. I Just Wanted It Be Me And Dylan Tonight.

"Ruth! Over Here, I Brought Some Of The Guys Over. Hope You Don't Mind." Of Course I Do Mind, But I Can't Just Kicked Them Out. I Served Them The Dinner I Had Prepared. All Of A Sudden I'm Not Hungry Anymore. I Walk Out Of The Place, Maybe Because I Didn't Want Nobody To See Me Cry.

I Walk Out Onto The Patio Just Letting The Easy Cool Breeze Blow Through My Hair. It Felt Wonderful. Moments After, Everyone Had Left. Finally. I Didn't Feel Like Talking So I Just Went In, Straight Upstairs. I Didn't Feel Like Changing. I Just Laid Back With My Eyes Close, Imagining What Should've Happened. I Sit Back Up Taking Off My Shoes And Putting Them To Aside. I Heard Dylan Come In. I Didn't Bother Turning Around, Neither Did He. He Just Came In And Walked Out.

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I Was Still In My Close From Earlier. Dylan Had Been Gone Almost All Day.

"Oh Don't Even Bother Asking How My Day Went. I Didn't Spend Hours Cooking Dinner For Nothing Special. After All We're Just Having A Baby." I Lay Over To My Side And Cry Myself To Sleep.