What Happened To Forever?[Currently Editing]

Chapter 6. What A Life I've Known.

Chapter 6

What A Life I've Known

After Getting The Kids Ice Cream, They All Settled Down. At Last, Christian And I Played For A While. He Chased As I Ran. He Catched Up To Me And Spun Me Around. He Put Me On His Shoulders As The Children Came To Say Good-Bye. Then It Was Time To Head Home, I Had To Tell Christian Sometime Today Or Tomorrow That Well, We Just Can't Be This Way. It's Not Easy For Me To Tell Him. We're So Happy, Is Like Dylan Is Controlling My Life And I Have To Everything He Says, Christian Has To Leave. This Isn't Fair. If There Was Another Way, Another Path To Get Out Of This I'd Go That Certain Path. This Isn't How I Want to Remember My Life Years From Now. As Christian Pulls On. My Drive Way, I Get Out Of The Car Without Saying A Word. Christian Catches Me Before I Arrive My Door.

"What's Been Going. On With You Lately, Why Are You Acting This Way? Is There Something I Should Know?"

"Let Go Of Me, Do you Not Understand At All What's Going On With Me. I've Been Acting This Way Since Dylan Appeared! You should Know That, He Called Me Today.

Me Yelling At Him Like That Wasn't Right. Taking My Anger Out On Him Wasn't Right Either. I Had To Mention Dylan Called, He Was Going To Find Out Anyways.

"What Did He Call You For?"

We Can't Go On Like This"

As I Speak My Voice Weakens.

"What Are you Trying To Say?"

"Do You Not Understand What I'm Trying To Say Either.

We Can't Be Together! We Can't Be Going On Like This."

I Pull Away As He Tries To Put His Hands On Me. I Has To Do This It Was The Only Way For Him to Stay Safe. I Know I Overreacted.

"Why! No Julie Please Don't! Please Don't Do This!

Why Does It Have To Be Like This, I Thought Things Were Going Fine Between Us."

I Turn Away As He Spoke, I Let Out All My Tears.

I Turned Back Around Seeing Him On His Knees.

"No, Don't Do That. We Have To Go Separate Ways, Nothing Was Ever Fine Between Us. I'm Sorry!"

He Grabs My Hand For The Last Time, I Pull Away Instantly. I Went Inside, Ran Straight Upstairs Up Into My Room. I Slammed The Door Behind Me. I Slide Down Crying. I Got Up To Go To My Bed. I Laid There Like I Just Been Left Alone To Die.

The One Thing I Loved The Most Is Gone. Like Someone Just Yanked Him Out Of My Life. The Pain Inside My Heart. The Pain That Grows. For The First Time, My Heart Has Been Broken In An UnFair Way.

Dylan Is Winning, While I'm Losing To His Plan. There's No Way to Escape. No Way Out. What A Life I Have Known. This Isn't How I Want It To Be. I Hear My Phone Vibrating On The Table Beside My Bed. I Know It Must Be Christian. I Refuse To Answer. I Hear It Ringing. I Went In And Answered But, Instead Of It Being Christian It Was Dylan. I Immediately Started Crying.

"Well, That Must've Been One Of The Hardest Things You've Done Today."

"You Got What You Wanted. Will You Just Let Me Alone!

What Else Do You Want From Me!"

"No Worries, Julie. It's Been Done."

I Hung Up The Phone. I Has Over 30 Messages From Christian. I Read Them All. I Just Couldn't Tell Him.

Why I Had To Let Him Go. I Just Told Him To Leave Me Alone, That There's Someone Else. It Hurt Me Lie.

I Never Seem This Coming The Day When Christian And I Grew Apart. If I Seem This Coming I would Stop It From Preventing This. I Know I'm Crazy Bur, I Just Feel Like I Want To Run Away And Never Come Back.