You sighed getting up and walking to the restroom.
You locked the door behind you and walked over to the mirror standing in front of it, holding the sink for support. Breath in, breathe out.. You looked up at yourself in the mirror.Is that what they think of me. "The person who got lucky enough to date him, The person who probably is using him for money, The persons w-who will probably fail." Your voice began to quiver and your grip tightend on the sink. "They laugh behind your back and say how you'll never be good enough for society, for anyone." Tears ran down your face. "They hate you, your work, your life." Your knees started to tremble. You couldn't handle the pressure anymore. Your legs finally gave out as you feel to the ground, your sobs shaking your body. After a while you hear a knock at the door. "Kid, are you in here?" You heard his voice call out to you through the door. Not now go away. You curled up on the floor staying quiet hoping he would go away. But alas he didn't, he just kept on knocking. "Kid, come on, we have to go." You sighed, wiping your tears, getting up from the floor. Everything felt heavy once more. Your limbs, eyes, brain, body. A wave of gray fell over you leaving you numb once aging. "Coming" your voice wavered, as you walked over to the door, opening it.
Your eyes met his, the deep honey color instantly calming you. There's something about eyes. His eyes gave you worry and concern, but his body language said something different. He was tense and rigid. You heard a loud sigh. "Were you crying again? Kid, we talked about this." he smi-scolded you, his voice sounded annoyed. "I-I know I'm working on it" You quickly respond, your voice quivering once more, as you feel emotions bubbling up inside you again. I am, I really am. You let out a sniffle, as you heard him take an exasperated breath. "No, no more crying, come on let's get you home alright." He said, as he led us back to the car.
The drive was quite safe for your quiet sniffles. Keigo looked even more stressed than he usually did. Is it my fault he's so tense? You wanted to say something but didn't know how. He looked over at you.
"I-"
"You-"
The both of you ending up speaking at the same time. You looked back down. "Well uhh" he sighed. "Just wanted to let you know that we got training tomorrow for the mission, so uh. .... Try to pull yourself together ok." He said, looking straight ahead. WHAT?! The hells that supposed to mean? "Yeah ok." Slumping in the seat, looking out the window once more. Looking at the chalk white clouds, that littered the deep ocean skies. Staring blankly at the scenery in front of you. Sleep. Your eyelids felt heavy, as you fight to stay awake, failing to stay awake, you let conscience slip.
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Waking up feeling cold and lonely. Looking around finding yourself on the bed all alone. Everything feels so heavy and slow. Slowly sitting up in bed, taking the blankets of you. You heard a voice coming from the kitchen, you got up and walked to the door, pressing your ears against the door. "God, I don't know what to do with them anymore, they're getting worse and it's really annoying. The smallest things push them to the edge. Fuck! I can't deal with them anymore." Your eyes widened, stumbling back until you reached the bed. Feeling that similar feeling you felt whenever you were about to cry. Your lips started to quiver, letting out a shuddered breath. A tear trickled down your face, looking down. Don't cry. Waiting for him to stop talking, whilst pulling yourself together. You walked out to the living room where you found him sitting on the couch staring at the TV. "K-keigo." He turned to face you, your eyes meeting him once more. So pretty. Almost making you forget what you just heard. "Hey, you're finally awake. How are you feeling?" you tell me dipshit. "Better."
"Wanna cuddle and watch movies?" He asked
"Yeah, I'd like that."
And that's what you ended up doing for the rest of the night. You ended up falling asleep again.
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sup dudes
should i finish this story
burnt bitch out
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"Then Perish"
Action(no art is mine all credit goes to artist) This is based of the prompt [A hero would sacrifice you for the world, A villain would sacrifice the world for you]
