Little Bit | Jung Hoseok

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a/n: this is my first story in a while, post a cringe, distasteful finn wolfhard fic i wrote back in 2017💀

the idea for this story came to me when i thought of a friend i went to school with - i obviously made some adjustments to his character and our relationship.

english isn't my first language and i only speak it sometimes so bare with me for grammatical errors :)

i will be editing as i go along, for errors and changes, i will make notes acknowledging this.

i'm obviously not expecting half of the fandom to read this but whoever does, enjoy! and thank you for reading!

- maz❤️‍🩹

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It was the last day of school and Hoseok invited a few friends of his along with yourself to eat out to celebrate. You were really nervous to go as you spent your entire high school experience kept to yourself in contrary to Hoseok who was friends with everyone.
Time had passed at the restaurant and you think to yourself it wasn't that bad at all. You had a great time and was interested to find out what everyone was doing now that school ended.
When everyone had call it a day, you went over to Hoseok's, a place you visited so often as you were always home alone due to your working parents, so you could have some company.
The fan in his room cooled you both down as you lay next to each other, sharing earphones whilst chatting away.
"How come you were so nice to me?" You posed. A question lingering in your head since the first time he spoke to you in your history class. He recognised the song you were listening to as you were sat next to him and you both bonded over you love for music.
"Because, there's just something about your presence that comforts me, you're just so naturally easygoing. We have similar interests. And you don't try too hard like everyone else does."
You smile at his kind words as you'd say the same about him too.
"So do you know where you're going now that school is over?" You ask as you turn to face him.
"Wherever the wind takes me."
"Jesus you're so cringe Hobi" You tease.
You both stop laughing as your bodies meet within close proximity of each other, the earbuds no longer in your ears as they fell out whilst you were both playfully fighting each other.
You feel a weird shift in the atmosphere as you find yourself laying on top of him. Your mind telling you to get up but your body does different. Finding yourself suddenly pressing your lips onto his.
Before you could admire how soft they were you quickly pull away, realising what you had done.
The dark haired boy stares back at you with gaping eyes.
"Shit, Hobi I'm really sorry I don't know why I did that, I shouldn't have-" You panic as you quickly get off him to sit on your knees. He sits up to cup your face with his hand and caresses your cheeks with his thumb.
"Don't worry Y/N it's cool, I don't mind it." He hushes you.
You finally build the courage to look into his eyes before he leans in to kiss you.
You both kiss each other back, passionately for two people that have been only friends for 5 years.

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A moment passed and you're both laying under the covers, awkwardly as you'd both just lost your virginities to each other.

"You're not going to tell anyone right?" You ask worriedly as you glance at your school uniforms scattered on the floor.

"Why would I? We're both adults. And we're not in school anymore."

You shrug at his response in embarrassment and feel it's time to finally tell him what you've been meaning to all day.

"Hoseok I need to tell you something." You say, leaning on one elbow facing him.

His eyes find your face as he studies your apprehensive expression.

"You don't have an STI do you?" He jokes, making you both laugh. It wouldn't have really mattered anyways as he used protection.

"No Hobi, I'm going to London for university."

His naturally optimist expression collapses as your nerves begin to grow.

"London? As in, the UK?" He clarifies.

"Yes." You nod, clutching onto the duvet anxiously.

"Oh, we'll um, I'm happy for you. That's really exciting Y/N." He smiles lightly.

"Are you, Hobi?" You whisper.

"Of course I am Y/N, but I'm also gonna miss you. A lot." He asserts, facing away from you.

"I'll come to visit you during the holidays when I visit my parents. And I leave late August so we'll have the whole summer together." You reassure him whilst trying to meet his distant eyes.

"Okay, you just promise me we won't lose touch and things won't be awkward after this?"

"I promise Hobi. We're going to be okay."