Symone POV
Its been a week and they still haven't caller yet I'm a little worried and scared because they said as little to 3 days I hope I don't have HIV I don't want to pass that onto my child. Yes I've decided to keep it and do the single mom thing on my own me and malik I don't think can work honestly not after all that's been going on I don't know if I can forgive him just yet
Ali:I'm scared
Me:your scared? I'm terrified I have a baby inside me and I could possibly have a disease
Ali:what r u gonna do throughout the pregnancy u want malik to be there?
Me:no
Ali:come on symone u need to be more understanding and let him be apart of this
Me: i don't like dogs
Ali: u love that dog tho
Me:I do...but its so hard ali I don't get why he can't just be 100 with me I am with him like what's so hard bout that?
Ali:guys r somewhat like girls they bottle up emotions and keep things to themselves
Me:but those things important to tell me especially now that we have a child on the way
Ali:yea I guess your right
Me:have u talked to Dylan?
Ali:no
Me: u got to be more understanding
Mocking her words
Ali:shut up
Me:I mean I'm just saying practice what u preach he didn't do no harm I don't think in my opinion except the part bout not telling u and might given u HIV,ok I take that back
Ali:exactly ms practice what u preach
Me:u shut up smart ass
I heard a knock on the door I got up to answer it and it was all the guys Malik,Dylan,and Jason
Me:Jason your the only one invited bye Dylan and malik
Malik:really symone its important
Dylan:right its a emergency
Jason:can we all just come in?
Me:sure
We all sat in my living room ali giving dylan the meanest mug I've ever seen in my life and him with his head down,Jason looking off to space and malik just sitting there staring at me
Me:speak malik clocks ticking
Malik:first r u ok? Hows the baby?
Me:he or she is fine I have a appt in a few weeks actually
Malik:can I come?
Me:no I don't want u there in my child's life
Malik:u r fuckin trippin
Dylan:u can't do that symone
Ali:who tf r u to say shit Mr I can be a father sit cho ass down somewhere and get out there conversation tf!
Ali said popping off like I've never seen she got some hood in her I see dylan threw his hands up in defense
Malik:nah my brother right she can't that's my child too symone crazy AF if she thought she keeping me out my child life if she don't want me there for her then that's her choice but I will be there for my child like I said before period
Me:ok fine malik whatever just shut up!
Jason:hormonal
Me:yes jason very I been moody lately and been craving some mint chocolate chip ice cream
Malik:want me to go get it?
Me:make yourself useful
Ali:get me some too please
Malik:dylan lets go
They got up and went to go get it
Jason:u excited for the baby?
Me:I am my first child I can't wait to hold my baby
I said with the biggest smile on my face
Ali:what u gonna name her or him
Me:idek something unique and beautiful
Ali:they're gonna be gorgeous
Me:yea cuz me
Jason:aye don't dish on my bro I know he is a asshole and all but he means good intentions and he does love you symone he talks bout u non stop
I was listening to jason I believed him but malik has some making up to do
They came back with our ice cream
Me:thank u
I said digging in
Malik:hungry?
Me:yes!
In the middle of my ice cream explosion the phone rang
Me:this symone speaking
I said with a full spoonful of ice cream
Doctor:hi this your doctor from the hospital I have back your test results
Me:please go head do tell
Doctor:well...
The doctor was talking and I spit out my ice cream as my reaction
