Loving him is Danger itself (Lawlorff Fanfic).

Chapter 2

Sam's POV
I'm sitting down on couch playing Mario Cart on Xbox when I feel Kian who was napping on the couch, sit up, and ask me "What downplaying,bro?" In a sleepy voice.
"Just Mario Cart. How was your nap?" I ask. I turn my head.to look at him and I see him just gaze into my eyes. Everyone knows I'm bisexual, but I think might only be gay. I have never looked at a girl like this in my life, except one who tore my heart to pieces. I look into his green eyes and think, I will never have a chance with Kian he is as straight as can be. I've been his bestfriend since high school, and have liked him since we became friends. Knocking me out of my thoughts I hear Kian reply, "Not bad, can I play?"
"Yeah. Here." I tossed him a controller and get the game set up. I looked to him to bask if he was ready and at the same time he does the same. Our lips touch. The stay there until we both kiss for a few minutes.
We broke apart and I was shocked at the recent event, and I could see something in Kians eyes, but before I could realize what it was he grabbed the beanie he had been wearing before he fell asleep, and pulled over his soft blonde hair, and ran up the stairs. I could tell he was hiding something but I didn't know what to do, or how to figure it out.
I called JC Kians second closest best friend. Telling him the whole story. He was a tad shocked in the end but took it well knowing I was bisexual. He was shocked about Kian knowing how damn straight that boy was. He told be to talk to him, because you don't know how he is feeling until you talk. I thank him for, helping me and hung up on him as I went up the stairs to his room. I had expected him to be in there, but he wasn't. I automatically panicked and ran down the stairs and pulled on my converse running out the door as I go. I first checked the side of the house to see if he was there. He wasn't, but I could tell where he was going just by the track he left in the mud. Thank God it rained earlier.
I ran straight towards Rickys house, where hopefully the rest of Our Second Life is including Kian. When I got there I was panting and opening the door to my suprise was Kian himself. I hugged him and whispered into his ear, "We should talk, but it can wait if it needs to."
"No, we should go home and talk. I almost killed myself, in my room, but I couldn't do it so I came here"
"Really?" I said with tears coming to my eyes, "It's all my fault, I should talked to you then I just, just. Didn't know what to say to you, but I do now. Can we please go home?" He didn't answer he just walked home, I followed him in and up the stairs to his room.