Chapter 5: The Heartbreak

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Delirious POV

I wanted to cry. I just wanted to get back to my house. I felt like shit, everything in my world felt like it just crashed,

Evan Is Straight

I didnt want to admit it but it was the truth and there was no changing it. I ran through the entrance but was stopped in the parking lot by someone grabbing my hand and turning me around. Evan. "Delirious what the hell was that about, you said you finished moving"
"Well I...I forgot some stuff" i said in the most unconvincing way ever
"BS why did you run out"
"T..the movie wasn't g..good" still unconvincing
"I know thats not true because you were staring at me the entire time" Oh God he saw that?
"How did you..."
"You make everything obvious, you left because i grabbed Saras hand"
Shit
"I..I"
"Delirious you dont have to hide anything"
"I..im not"
"Jon. I know you're gay" i know you're gay

I know you're gay

I always thought i would be depressed, sad, embarrassed when/if Vanoss found out. But i was wasnt sad. I was pissed.
"YOU FUCK" i yelled and Evan looked startled and suprised
"What?" He managed out
"YOU KNOW AND DONT ASK ME, YOU JUST MESS WITH MY FEELINGS BY EXPIREMINTING, mess with my heart" i screamed. Tears were flowing but so was my anger "FUCK YOU EVAN, FUCK SARA, FUCK CANADA, and fuck me"
"Jon im-"
"YOU'RE NOT SHIT, FUCK YOU" i started walking to my car, sobbing and angry
"JONATHAN" Evan kept yelling and trying to catch up to me but i got in my car and sped off. In my mirror i saw Evan crying on his knees but i was to angry to care

Vanoss POV

Its been 3 weeks. Ive called, texted, and walked to Jonathan's house but he ignores me every time. He leaves the lobby when i join on every game. I fucked up. He really loves me or at least loved me. But thing is i dont know if i love him, i dont know if im gay. That doesnt matter right now what matters is that i get back my best friend, i hope
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Damn. Sorry for the wait and for the shortness. Anyway thanks for reading. Dont really have much to say soooo
Cya
-DrAgOn

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