Decisions

2 0 0
                                    

You mulled over every option you had with Feitan joining you everywhere you went waiting for an answer. It's been another five days you've been in this world, still working at the bookstore as you assessed all of your options. Surely joining the Phantom Troupe couldn't possibly help you anymore than you could help yourself, you thought over what Chrollo said, only top rated hunters with any and all permissions could access the type of resources you needed to get home, and not a single person in the Phantom Troupe could do that for you.

Feitan lingered through the aisles of the bookstore. At first his company disturbed you but he's grown on you, he's usually quiet and when you sit together in your apartment you two sit and read together, occasionally talking over the things that happen in the book. It's not every day and night you're together though, he goes out for a few hours or the whole night, not returning until the next time you are out of work. The time to leave was coming up right about now, so you grabbed your things and wished your coworker farewell.

"Tell your boyfriend I said goodbye!" You thought she was teasing you when she yelled this out to you. Your face burnt up and you could tell you were as red as a cherry right about now so you gave her a nervous smile and quietly said.

"He's not my boyfriend, but I will," you walked away and searched the aisles for your creepy and handsome friend.

"Feitan, ready?" You asked as he was sitting on the floor, lost in another book. He looked up to you, eyes peering over the shall that covered most of his face, without saying anything he just nodded up at you. Getting up and joining you basically at the hip, something you were used to by now.

"Want to grab something to eat, or do you want to help me make dinner?" You asked holding open the door of the bookstore as you two walked out.

"Hmm, let's make something," was all he said and you two continued to walk down the street, stopping at the small shop right around the corner of your apartment. You ran in ahead of him, trying your best to lose him. Not trying to get away, but an attempt to break his serious manner he was behaving in. You looked back for a quick second and he was gone, nowhere to be seen, in a split second you felt arms wrap around you, you've been caught. You broke out into laughter as he held you tight in his arms.

"You got me, I didn't know you were so quick," you said through your laughter, if there was any change to his face you couldn't tell he just kept his eye contact with you. But before you knew it he had pulled his mask down and kissed you, adding onto the fact that you were already out of breath, you were now in absolute shock, this is something you never expected him doing. But you gave into the kiss, not thinking about Hawks for this moment. Forgetting even your surroundings while you were lost in this moment with Feitan. You never knew how much you missed this feeling until you were in it.

You two pulled away from each other, reality setting in over where you were, seeing some onlookers stare at you. You and Feitan ignored them as you intertwined your fingers together and actually did some shopping. Now you had so much more thinking to do. Because over these five days, maybe Feitan did end up being your boyfriend, and you just didn't notice. But what about Hawks? Your heart ached just remembering and thinking about everything. So maybe you just won't. Maybe for just now you'll live in these new moments, you'll be the opposite of who you were in your other life, maybe just maybe being bad, won't be so bad.

Hawks POV

Hawks kept his distance in regards to the interrogation with the villain who put you where you were, not because he didn't want to, he knew he wouldn't be able to control himself in their presence, so he opted for either staying home, at his office or at Endeavors, waiting for calls with any progress. And finally, after five days he got the call he was waiting for.

"Hawks, it's Endeavor, we have good news," Hawks sat still in his apartment as he listened to Endeavor talk about the protocol and the plans for what's to happen the next couple of days.

"So he's one of many gateways to this other world? How is that even possible or even real?" Hawks questioned Endeavor.

"Well, apparently everyone was right, maybe there's more to this existence than what we know. But him helping us comes at a cost, the best reasonable thing we could agree on, we don't execute him for his help, and his sentence gets cut in half, but if he were to-" Hawks cut off Endeavor.

"Dude I couldn't care less, just get me to y/n." Hawks said quickly and abruptly.

"Okay, in a couple days prepare your things and get someone to accompany you, he offered no other news in regards to how or what actually goes on in that world." Endeavor said.

"You got it, I'll see you at the prison in a couple of days ready to go," and with that Hawks hung up the phone and immediately started to pack all of his things, calling Tokoyami to get him on board with going with him.

Your POV

You and Feitan finally made it back to your apartment hand in hand and immediately started cooking together, you found it endearing how well he can actually cook.

"Fay, I think I've made up my mind," you said, leaning and basically sitting on the kitchen table as he continued to cook.

"What about?" He asked as if he didn't already know the answer to the question.

"I want to be an asset to the Phantom Troupe and assist you until I can get back to my home," you said, tracing your foot in circles on the floor. Feitan stopped what he was doing, putting the cooking utensils down and making his way over to you, standing in front of you, laying his hands on the table on either side of you, trapping you between the table and him, creating a whole new tension you've yet to feel with him.

"How lovely," was all he said as he laid a hand on your lower back and a hand on the back of your neck, pulling you into a deep and intense kiss, another one you've lost yourself into.

-Four Months Later-

It took you awhile to become accustomed to being a villain, but once you got the hang of it, it became a sick desire, something both you and Feitan indulged in, especially when it came to killing the Chimera ants that found themselves at home in Meteor City. Bit by bit you were losing pieces of yourself acting in this way, coming to deeply understand why people would choose this lifestyle. You've even come to really enjoy just moving around and seeing and experiencing new things.

You two were lucky enough to actually have some time off from Phantom Troupe business and decided to reside at Heavens Arena, continuing your rampage but in a legal and paid way. Holding yourself back on multiple occasions.

But today was going to be a drastically different day than you expected, it started normally as you got ready to be named a Floor Master. You found yourself excited as you walked into the arena, feeling Feitans eyes on your every move, but the air felt different, but maybe you were just in your head. You were up against someone who could be considered dangerous if you didn't have the powers you had.

And soon the fight started, you had an immediate advantage over the brute in front of you, and as you were drawing this fight to a close you begun to activate your ultimate power, your body glowed as levitated from the ground but within a split second you heard a familiar voice yell out to you.

"Y/n," letting yourself get distracted was the most fatal thing you could ever do, because as you saw a blonde haired man with bright red wings a pole was immediately lodged into your side, throwing you back to the wall behind you, pinning you there until your weight slowly slid you off, your pain stopped you from being able to stop yourself from free falling to the ground, you thought you were to die with absolute certainty.

But before you could pass out completely you felt weightless, you couldn't feel yourself falling anymore but were slowly drifting to the ground and into someone's arms. And before your eyes shut you saw him, with his ruby red eyes and dandelion yellow hair, red wings surrounding you like a protection.

"Keigo..." was all you could say before completely drifting off, unconscious. 

Fateful Encounters (Hawks x Fem!Reader x Feitan)Where stories live. Discover now